Grueling National Day...Him~
Yay! National day is finally over! It ended yesterday and guess what! I was on tv..YAY! (sacarstically) Being on tv is great, but looking like shit on tv is so not a good thing. My face was as red as a cooked lobster's and my hair was up in a damn ponytail. Sham said he saw me on tv and said I looked cute, but I don't really trust his opinion. After everything was over, we all took pics and celebrated. After that, we had to go back to the parking lot at PGGMB where we were supposed to eat our lunches and head back to school. Everything would be fine and dandy if that midget wasn't there. Yes, for those of you who are in SAS you should guess who. The horrible, incompetent Ms. Mary. Sometimes I think that she finds it enjoyable to torture us, students.

It's like we're all tired from the whole national day thing, so Sharon and I walked slowly. It's not like she can't walk in front of us right? Instead, she and another teacher were whining at us from the back, forcing us to walk faster. I was so ready to kick Ms. Mary in the face already! It's like they said that they were tired too and wanted to get to school as fast as they can, but in the end, Sharon and I got back to school so much earlier than them! They're so unreasonable! It's like they're putting they're frustration on us.

When Sharon and I got back to school, we rushed over to the canteen and we were like talking amongst ourselves when Ms. Mary had to barge in on us and destroy our mood, just when we were getting into the happy mood (I seriously think she has a thing for destroying our images and happiness)!! It's like why can't she leave us alone?! She told us to put back the stupid bag into the box which is in the hall slash staffroom (It's kinda pathetic really).

The bag wasn't even ours! She has been doing that to us ever since we stepped into the parking lot of PGGMB. It's like she asked us to pick up all the rubbish, which weren't ours btw, and throw them in the bin! Who does she think she is? She has totally no right to treat us like a bunch of 'bandarans'!! It's unfair! I told myself already that if she was to complain to Ms. Jane about my behaviour that day I will stomp my foot down and scream at Ms. Jane cos I know my rights and I know that I am not 100% in the wrong here!

If the teachers weren't so unreasonable I wouldn't have given them the attitude. What more do they want?! Atleast I still follow the rules and went back to school instead of running off to Yayasan or whereever, though I did plan to go there. It's like if one of us were to escape to Bandar, they wouldn't even have known that till they were back in school! I think I would be at home showering already by the time they found out I wasn't there to take my attendance!

Anyways, after I went home, I had to immediately wash up cos my parents told me that we all had to go to my relative's house for lunch. I won't go into details about the house cos there's too much to say and I'm already too tired to type, but what I'll say is this, they have a really, really big house! After that, we went to Hua Ho Bunut to get me a new hairdryer and a table lamp.

Thank God they let me out yesterday cos I had totally nothing to do today. I went to get Hary at his house and we made our way to Gadong~ It was all fun. I bumped into Nurul, Rab and Ruby at the mall too. Things actually went smoothly after the whole national day part. Well, tomorrow's another normal day and I actually look forward to tuition now. It's fun..seriously! The teacher's sporting and the students are really fun and the fact that it's near the mall is totally convenient! I can just run over there right after I'm done lepak-ing at the mall. *sigh* Tomorrow I have extra classes til 3.15pm.

My complexion!..Life's straining the happiness in me..
Have you guys ever felt like noone, not even your closest friend understands the way you really feel inside? Well if you have, you will understand the way I'm feeling now. There are so many questions in my head right now and searching for the answers is wreaking havoc on me. Life's been stressful ever since national day practice. No doubt, I have to catch up on my studies cos I have been escaping alot of extra classes lately. What's the point of going anyways? After national day practice I would be too tired to even think or do anything else!

I just need time to relax myself and give myself a lil break. I wish I could just go for a short holiday in Singapore or something. I miss the food there. The food here is crap~ It's as if all the restaurants here are de-grading they're food! I so need to go to the beach (Like Shar said) cos it's the only place where I can scream the stress and troubles away. National day practice is not doing my complexion any good either. Yes, it helps me exercise more and lose weight, but my God! There are so many other ways! It's like we have to practice under the hot sun! Even on the actual day, we have to do it in the morning in our baju kurung! How stupid is that?!

Do they have any idea how hard it is to do the stupid dance in our baju kurung?! They never think of our feelings! I know this is for the country and all, but do we really need to do this? COMPULSORY?! I don't think so. Thank God I could go out with Abi and Fahme yesterday to relax at Gadong. We chilled out at ws as usual and first, I bumped into Hary and I was hoping that he would you know, sit down and chill out, but obviously, he saw Abi and Fahme there, so yeah. After him, I saw Kenny! He's panat. Ha! Ha! He sat down and we talked for awhile. He's so crazy! He keeps making me laugh non-stop. I don't think I stopped laughing for even a second through that one hour.

When I got home, I found out that Shar really had love probs. Her thing with M aint going too well cos she found out that he had a gf already actually, but he said that he's attracted to her (Shar). I mean how stupid can guys be at times? Well sometimes it isn't they're fault either cos Love is complicated!! I just dont get it sometimes. Like why does everything have to be so complicated?! As I was once told, "It's the little bumps in life that makes life interesting." It helps us learn, I guess, but I don't really know what I'm supposed to learn from this life I'm living.

Considering everything I've gone through, I guess..I have learned quite a number of things, but I get so sick of it sometimes and I feel like just kneeling down and beg for a break. A time just for me, a time where I don't have to worry or think about any problems! People think that I'm happy just cos I get everything I want, but in fact, NO that's not true! That has never been true. There are just so many problems I have by living this life. Nothing's free you know. *sigh* What can I do right? Things happen for a reason. That's my question..What's the reason?!

&&Hardened Heart

FREEDOMM...
*screams* FINALLY!! Both my parents are overseas! That means that I have the room all to myself! I can do anything I want, anytime I want, but I'm sure that either my mom or dad will come back tomorrow. I hope not though cos I wanna go out with Syirah on Saturday and if they're both not around I can go home a bit later. These few days have been pretty boring until I received news that Shar's dad passes away. I was so damn sad. I mean like eventhough I don't really know her dad, I can't imagine the pain she felt. It's like I used to always go to her house before and as I see from the other pictures, she and her dad looked so happy together. Until he got cancer last year. It was really bad news. Shar went to school yesterday and she looked so sad! I went down to the canteen and quickly finished my lunch and went to her to give her a hug. She was crying on Wan Yuri's shoulder and I couldn't control my tears anymore at that moment.

It was so sad! When I saw the picture she took of she and her dad at the hospital, I immediately burst into tears. It was like, they looked so happy and I just can't imagine losing my dad. I felt her pain and I know it hurts alot! At night, I called Zul up. He's a nurse at RIPAS so I asked him if he knew anything about the Shar's dad. Panya he was the one who closed her dad's eyes and cover him up. It's like he told me Shar was holding her dad's hand and hoping that he'll come back. I burst into tears when Zul told me the whole thing. I just couldn't imagine the pain she was feeling at that time. Tomorrow is the funeral, but problem is I'm not sure if I can go or not cos I have remedial class for tuition.

I must try to make it. I have to be there for her as I'm her big sis. She's been there for me for alot of times, so now I have to be there for her too. *sigh* Anyways, this is it for now. I'll blog again tomorrow k? bye xoxo

&&sad chica~

Boreed shitless~
*sigh* I just realised that there's no point of changing the font in this damn blog cos it doesn't even change in the blog! I'm right now, stuck at home babysitting my lil bro while my mom's at the spa doing her nails, testing out the new manicurist's skills and my dad's out at this shop checking out the flowers they have. The flowers are for decoration as CNY (Chinese New Year) is coming up. Alot of my friends have been so-called "reminding" me to invite them to my open house. Ha! Ha! Who could blame them? $10 in each ang pau? All I can say is GIMME GIMME!!

I'm really looking forward to CNY, but problem is I have to pick out some clothes cos the clothes my mom bought for me, well let's just say that they're not really my taste of clothes. The shirts are kinda too short for me and I was thinking of getting a really nice fitting cheong sam! I wear that like every year. A cheong sam with mini skirt? Can you say 'perfect'?! I hope my dad chooses a better caterer this year. Don't get me wrong, last year's caterer was good too, but better is always good right? The best part of CNY for me is that noone is suppossed to mad or angry so I can actually get away with anything! Like escaping the dreadfully boring aunts, cousins and the other guests cos let's face it, old people are not much fun are they?!

I can always go out with Syirah cos she comes over to my house every year for CNY and I can just go out with her after we're done hanging around the house. Oh yeah! Who can forget the lion dance? The grabbing-the-coins-from-the-pail thingy is really fun. I so love grabbing the $10 notes! "Instant cash"!!!! I hope this year's CNY goes smoothly and hopefully more fun than last year's one cos last year's one was kinda drag-ish.

I'm psyched that I have a free day at home today cos the past few days have been exhausting with the National Day Practice and starting from tomorrow, all of us have to go to Taman SOAS for the rehearsal. Talk about tiring! After that, we have class and after that, we have EXTRA CLASS! I don't think I have any overdue homework cos let's face it, I can't afford to skip out on my homework cos trust me, my parents are keeping a very watchful eye over me and my schoolwork and performance. It really sucks that my schedule is full up for this week (except for the weekend ofcourse) cos Wednesday's valentine's day. What the hell am I gonna do?! I can't possibly go out on Wednesday cos I got extra class in the afternoon and I have tuition after that! When the hell can I catch a break?! Going out on Wednesday is so gonna break my heart too as alot of couples would be seen walking around Gadong.

*sigh* I just hope I can make it to the mall on Wednesday after tuition, even if it's for awhile. I think by that time, the stress would've taken it's toll on me. God, I shouldn't even be typing in paragraphs as I'm getting a tad bit dizzy. I miss talking to Harry, it's like we chatted for quite some time yesterday while I was at ws all alone cos Syirah had to go back home to settle some problems. Thank God Fizah came right after she went home. Harry hasn't recharged his credit so yeah, bummer....AGAIN!!

Yesterday, Fizah, Amanda, Hanif's sister and I went to the arcade to play that punching bag thing. But before that, we kinda just chillaxed at ws first. Fiz had a fight with her man, but let's just save that for next time k? Well anyways, its like her man went to buy some stuff for awhile so me and Fiz were just talking then he came back to ws with a pink rose in his hand for Fiz! Can you say shu-weettt?! He also came back with a bottle of Ribena. I was like, "Can't you make that at home?!" And he told me that this tasted much more better cos it had sparkle in it and I was like you can still make that at home with soda water (DUH!). He told me to taste it, so I did and guess what! It tasted kinda funny and I was kinda lagging at that moment and finally figured out that he mixed some alcohol in it! I was like, "SHIT FUCK YOU!!" He was laughing his ass off while I was praying so hard that I wouldn't get drunk cos I don't drink and I took one big gulp of it!

Thank God I was alright, then all of us went to the arcade and they all were punching the bag thingy. Afeef or whoever that was, was there too! Damn, he punches good! His hands bled though, shit~ He beat the high score atleast! Fiz and the rest gave it a punch while I just stood there in awe cos Fiz was punching it in high heels! There was this freaky short munchkin-looking guy who kept following us around and he asked for Fiz's number. She got freaked out and so did I cos that's like really scary! He was old and disgusting eww! She told her man and he flipped ofcourse. I don't know what was gonna happen next cos I had to go back home. That's all I have to tell you guys right now, till I have something new to tell you guys, tata for now~ xoxo

&&Ravin Catastrophe

continuation
Well I'm at ws right now with nothing to do so I'm just gonna continue where I left k? But masalahnya is..I forgot where I stopped and I'm so malas to look back at the last blog entry so I'm just gonna start where I remember I stopped k? Oh wait..yeah I stopped at the Wendy and Fahme story right? Yeah anyways, like I said, they look really cute together and I just hope that boy doesn't break her heart cos I was the one who into both of them to both of them (apaknz?) and like yea~ The national day practice today was grueling! It frustrated me ALOT!! Like the instructors were telling us all this shit..Well more like screaming at us and like I couldn't take that shit! My knee hurt like hell and now I think I twisted it.

We have to go to Taman SOAS on Monday morning and hope that we do it well cos like Ms Ong said, if we don't do it well, we'll stand out like a bunch of sofa's or whatever she called us. It's like we had to do the same thing over and over again. Time seemed to move so slow at that time. Thank God the teachers at school were understanding and gave us less work to do at school. Bio was the best cos like Ms Lorraine was understanding. Well she's young so yeah, I think she's a bit more sporting. It's like I always look forward to her class. She knows how to make things interesting, like she knows how to make us laugh while she teaches. The Geo teacher is also not bad, but problem is, when she scolds the students, like there's effect whatsoever~ So yea, kind of pity her.

I don't really have any homework to finish up today, so yeah I'm kinda happy about that. Ws is like a drag today cos I think Hary can't make it today. I heard from Syirah that he got scolded by his dad again last night cos he kept going out these past few days. He failed his O's so yeah, I understand why his dad would be so mad, but come on! It's Saturday and it's like a day for people to go out! Sunday is reasonable, but not going out on Saturday? Unless it's like a month away from his O's then it's reasonable. I was kinda looking forward to seeing him again today, so it's kinda like bummer~ My head hurts so bad now GAWD!! I kinda feel like puking. Ooo ooo! The guy who looks like Rain is here! Well he doesn't totally look like Rain, but yeah, he has Rain's look! You have no idea how hard I've been trying to find his friendster, but I couldn't find it so I give up!

I bumped into that girl too. Ok I'll rewind abit for you guys k? There's this chinese girl whom I used to go to tuition with when I was in Primary 4, I think and like well, she used to be like the most hated girl in school. She's over-bitchy and over-slutty! She doesn't even look good! Well, her and I don't really see eye to eye so yeah..There's been this grudge between us ever since. She eventually moved to Kuching cos she had no friends here. Well noone likes her and she looks like shit so it's understandable. *evil grin* I fought with her some time ago cos I got tired of her talking about me behind my back everytime I walk past her at the mall. SHE CALLED ME CHEAP! WHILE I WAS ON A DATE! How the hell could I let that go? So I went up to her and ofcourse started screaming at her to keep her big mouth shut and look herself in the mirror before calling me a slut. (Well she did!) Now I bumped into her again. She's at ws. You should see what she's wearing!

She's wearing this stupid ass dress shirt or whatever with leggings that have skulls on em. I mean, she has a load of make-up on her face! Well, ofcourse to cover up her shitty looking face, but come on! Atleast learn how to use the make-up before applying it onto your face right? I so hope she would just find trouble with me again cos I swear to God if she does Imma shove this can of coke up her sorry behind! Atleast that way I can release all this stress on her!

*sigh* But I guess I scared her off the last time so yeah. I should stop here now. Getting tired of typing so I'll just stop ayte? If there's anything new I'll update it later. Ciao for now~ xoxo

&&Stressed out Bitch!

Locked out..I wanna 'FUCK' you~ randoms..
I kinda actually wrote this as a blank blog just now in the afternoon cos I accidentally pressed the 'done' button on the page. I was kinda locked out of my room the whole afternoon and couldn't go online cos espeed is shitty that way. Its like my maid told me not to worry as my dad will be coming back home for lunch but no~ He never came home as he was "busy"! It was so damn hot outside in the living room just now in the afternoon. I was actually thinking of going to the mall, but they didn't let me, so I was so pissed off the whole afternoon. I had to stay in my other room the whole day. It was boring I tell you! They won't let me out, they won't help me ask my dad to come home and open the goddamn door for me, so what the hell did they want me to do? Luckily, I was really tired so I kind of slept through the whole afternoon. Woke up at 5.30pm. I have no idea how I'm gonna sleep tonight, but I'll try.

Damn it, Harry hasn't recharged his credit yet. Oh yeah! Erm I never told you guys bout Harry did I? Hehe. Well he's just this guy I met while I was out with Syirah. It's like we just hung around at ws for awhile and he was great fun. I played big two with he and his friend and I beat him twice! *yayness* Well I got his number from Syirah when he and his friend went to buy something and well, we kinda texted for a few days. He's great fun to talk to, never boring and seems to surprise me alot! He's not really like other guys. Tell me, what kind of guy would be so rajin to go shop for groceries? And it's like I don't have many guy friends who watch chick flicks y'know. He watches "Love Actually". It's like this comedy slash chick flick. Even I don't like chick flicks and I'm a chick! Ha! Ha! I'm more of the horror flick kinda chick.

Well, anyways my point is, he's interesting and I like that. Hey! I know what some of you are thinking. "Oh my God, see I knew it, she's in love again!" Well news flash! I don't like him in THAT way. I'm you know, I can't really afford to fall in love again right now. I saw 'him', yes THE 'him'. It's like he was walking out of ws while I was going to walk in. I immediately tried to turn away, but something just dragged my eyes on him, like he's magnetic or something. So, when he saw me, I was kinda surprised that he came over to me and talked to me. The first thing that came out of my mouth was, "Why didn't you reply any of my messages?" and then he told me he did and he tried calling me, but I didn't pick up, so I just told him that I changed my number already. He was like, "Nada jua u mesej me pun." So I told him that since he didn't reply my messages I figured that he didn't wanna talk to me, so I just let it go.

Well the conversation pretty much ended pretty well. The whole day went along fine after that and Aim went there to meet me up for awhile. But before he went to ws, I was kinda like talking to the waiters, which felt pretty weird cos I never usually comute with them at that level so yeah, but the conversations were funny and yeah. Ha! Ha! Didi was like, "Jes sexy jua u ari ani." I couldn't help but to just blush bright red! I couldn't help it! Wendy was there with Fahme. They both seriously look so cute together, although one is emo and the other one preppy. Okay I kinda have to stop right now, I'm being chased to go down. I'll finish up when I'm at ws tomorrow aytes? Ciao darlings. xoxo

&&Ravin Catastrophe

Legs hurt..payah kn jln..homeworks..him..
Yay! Wendy's like the 5th person to tell me that my blog looks really good so I'm happy about that! I may start a new blog soon, out of boredom ofcourse. IF I have the time and if boredom creeps up my sleeve! My mom just bought me this stupid looking hp strap to hang around my neck. Gawd it looks hideous! These few days have taken they're tolls on me and my legs hurt like hell from the National Day practice! It's like we have to squat and stand and over and over again~.. We have to cross the friggin road to this school opposite our and like practice there over and over again till Monday when we have to go to the padang for rehearsal!

I'm like so nervous cos it's gonna be so embarassing! Almost all my friends know that I'll be performing on that day and they're purposely going there JUST to see me get humiliated! Gawd! I'm gonna looks so stupid! Ha! Ha! I'm so gonna be made fun of when I go out! Ha! Ha! You know I won't friggin mind if the whole performance looks cool, but I hate to say it, but..but..the whole dance is really crappy. The only part I like is the part where they use the fans! That part looks really ayu! For the girls that is. For the guys, I don't know. May look gay! Ha! Ha! Too bad.

Anyways, school was alright, though it was mad tiring! It's like right after practice we were supposed to have Physics, but thank God the teacher didn't come in so I had time to rest. Then we were given a pile of assignments to get done and find partners for the Malay project. I didn't know who's group to be in so Wendy and I just sat at our places and did nothing. Honestly, I don't give a rat's ass bout the stupid project. Ha! Ha! Physics extra class was alright. The teacher's really nice and looks kind. Atleast this year most of the teachers are like really nice. Hurm..if you were to ask me which teacher I like best right now, I would choose my Bio teacher. Her name's Lorraine, quite young I think. Really funny! First time I didn't fall asleep during a Science-related lesson! In the lab, I'm usually like the only one or one of the people to ALMOST fall asleep.

When I went home, the first thing I did was plop my ass down onto the bed [YES I KNOW IT SOUNDS WRONG!BUT IT'S AN EXPRESSION IDIOTS!] and fall asleep. I set my alarm on my celly to 5pm. Yes, obviously it rang and I dragged my sleeping time till 5.30 when I forced myself to get up cos I had to finish up my assignments. I was halfway through Bio when I suddenly got sick of it then I just went up to my PC and started chatting away. At first, espeed was being an ass, but surprisingly it started up again so YAY MOI! I just realised that my legs are really dry O-M-G! I'm so in need of baby lotion. Gotz to remind myself to put some on later before I sleep.

I'm waayyy behind the beauty part of my life right now cos of everything going on. Here is the list of things I need to do to prep myself up:-

1. A good ol' traditional Indonesian massage at my mom's Spa.
2. Facial
3. Manicure and Pedicure. (She has this new manicurist there. As I heard, she's REALLY good so girls go try it out kay? Oh it's called Martha Tilaar Spa)
4. A body scrub down.
5. Mandi susu
6. Shopping spree!!
7. Grocery shopping at SUPA SAVE with mah fam fam!
8. Hang out with my chicas at the mall. (Haven't been there for quite some time)
9. Make some time for a lil bit of my 'ALONE' time to relax
10. Last, but not least, get my dad to buy me something new the next time he goes overseas. (Getting new things lifts my mood up! Duh! Haha)

Well those are the things on my checklist. I really need to do them to prep myself up! I look so tired right now and trust me that aint a good look! I have tuition tomorrow at like 5.15pm at A Plus again. Let's just hope tomorrow's tuition session will be better. Till here people! tata!!~~ xoxo

&&Ravin Catastrophe

P.S: I had to change the font size cos I just realised that you people who are reading my blog could go blind if I don't resize the font! Ha! Ha! tata~~

National Day practice..Tuition..Extra classes
Gawd! I can't believe what the school will do to replace all of the classes me missed last month! They're giving us extra classes almost everyday of the week! It's like I just started tuition just now. I'm taking Malay only at A plus. It's this tuition centre in Gadong, kinda near to the mall actually. Ha! Ha! Should be an advantage for me cos I can just walk there after I'm done lepak-ing with my friends or when it's time for tuition. The tuition place is a really carefree place actually. Like students can just go downstairs and smoke right after tuition and noone would care. Well for me it's a diff story cos the tuition teachers know my mom is and well, let's just say that they're fairly close.

One of them, Ms Daisy, is my mom's customer. OH SHIT! I almost forgot! I have to tell my mom bout the whole uncle Philip's-too-busy-to-tutor-me issue. He's supposed to be my maths teacher cos supposedly as I heard from my mom, he's like the best maths teacher there is. So yea, I really don't know where else to find another tuition school which offers Maths. As I said in my previous blogs, this year, students take it as a holiday or as they call it 'honeymoon' year. A year to relax the tension. WRONG!! It's like this year, the pressure is so much harder! More extra classes, longer periods of classes. Now we have 9 periods!

It's like us students can't catch a damn break! It's like I only have Sunday left! But I can't really go out every Sunday cos you know, my mom's really into the whole 'family-day thing'! So she wont really let me go out every Sunday. Well she will, but she won't be happy about it! Ha! Ha! I need to buy like loads of textbooks. I need to get that Geo workbook and textbook, Chemistry textbook, which will be here only in March! Well, I'm done for today! Sakit palaku ppls! ciao xoxo

&&Ravin Catastrophe

Ws? Official..I gave up.
Sorry I haven't been blogging for some times peoples. Things have kinda been hectic lately, ever since school reopened. Well, the schoolwork haven't started piling up yet, but I've been really tired during the afternoons cos I have to wake up at like 6.20am for school and I usually sleep at 1 plus in the morning, so technically I get only about 5 hours of sleep, which is totally not enough! Thank God I haven't started sleeping in school yet, wait, I did, but atleast it wasn't when teacher was in class. Last year, I couldn't even control my sleepiness. I would just fall asleep in front of the teacher cos I was so damn tired!

School is going good, but too bad all of the Form 4s1's, 2's and some of the CS'ians have to go for the National Day dance thingy and trust me, it's not the hip-hop kinda dance, if it's like hip-hop, trust me I'm all up for it! Like everyone would be up for it, but this consists of marching, fan and pom-poms waving and we have to use this stupid fan thingy which transforms into different colours and we have to do all of those stuff on TELEVISION! Can you say 'HUMILIATION'? I will say it, spell it, even scream it!

The teachers, well so far so good. Ms Jane is still a pain in the ass though. It's like just now, in the morning, everyone had a choice to either go to Add Maths or Geo or Economics. AS IF WE KNEW! Like, we just started school woman! Yeesh! It's like she yelled at us to go to either one of the classes, so Wendy and I were like trying to decide which class we should go to and finally we decided to go to Geo, which is in Form 4cs! When we were about to go up to the class, Ms Jane suddenly pops back in and screamed at us! This was what she said: "Why are you guys so stupid?! GO TO ONE OF THE CLASSES NOW! WHAT ARE U STILL DOING THERE!" I was like trying to control my temper. Noone and I mean noone has the right to call me stupid! It's way harsh and unreasonable!

So Wendy and I went up to Form 4cs and thank God we picked the right class! Most of our friends were there. I sat next to Shar, so yeah, things are all good. The teacher, Ms..erm..something something *I forgot* is really funny! Like she's so blurr and her way of teaching and actions are like really hillarious! Too bad, Wendy and I had to leave the class early for the National Day practice thingy. I'm thinking of writing a letter to the school saying that my parents won't let me join it or some other excuse cos seriously, doing a *ehem* silly dance (I'm being as gentle as I possibly can with my words) infront of thousands of people is really embarassing! Atleast last year's or the past students who attended this thing got to do a better one!

Our Bio teacher is Ms Lorraine. She's really funny! Fierce, but funny! She screams real loud, but at the same time not THAT intimidating. *sigh* I'll continue later ayte? mummy chasing me off! haha ciao yallz