10.35pm
Damn..time is seriously moving real slow today. My day went fine..nothing much happened..except for the sudden heavy downpour just now in the morning at school. The whole morning was hot as hell then all of a sudden, dark clouds started to appear outta NOWHERE...(JUST LIKE THOSE THRILLER FLICKS...creepy yes i know) and the strong winds started.

Sharon was like saying she loved it and everything..bah who won't? The whole morning was HOT AS HELL!!! Even I loved it! Haha..The winds were so strong that the coconut trees outside around our school looked like they were gonna fly right outta the ground.

Our Geo teacher went all crazy on the strong winds by saying that it may be the tail of a nearbly cyclone or some crap like that (imagine the chances of THAT happening *scratches head*) and told us practically to not open the doors and even go near the windows. Over much? Haha

Then...yeah..my bladder had to just work at the wrong time! In the middle of it all, I had to go to the 'ladies room' cos i felt like my bladder was gonna burst. But...yeah..being the afraid-of-the-dark-little-girl that I am, I couldn't pull myself to the toilet all alone so I dragged Shar along. I stepped outta the AVA room and was like DAMN!!! The floors were wet as hell!!!

We went to the toilet and I did 'my thing' and went back to class and on the way there, God decided to spray us with some of the raining glory from up above. I was like "Oh shit, oh shit" and Shar was like "Oh shit oh shit" also. Then the rain got heavier and eventually our "Oh shit oh shit" turned into "OH SHIT! OH SHIT!!!!! RUN!!" Haha...we were getting soaked! We literally ran up the stairs...with Sharon screaming her ass off, making funny noises *crazy*...and thank godd...reached class.

After school, I went over to Azmi's house as usual and stayed there til like 3.30-ish and went home to get a bit of sleep and got ready to go to dinner with him, then tuition. God...my eyes were hurting since just now. They feel...hot..lol..I don't know any other words to describe this feeling. You know when you get a really bad flu and you go out into the sun and your eyes start to have this burning sensation? Yeah..I'm getting that exact feeling.

For those of y'all who don't know how this feels like...Go to any human being..who's having the flu ofcourse..and get em to sneeze on you or something...then the next day, when you actually get it..go out into the sun...yeahhh...you'll get what I'm talking about.

I don't know, maybe I'm just really exhausted. I didn't really get some sleep just now in the afternoon. Maybe for like 15 minutes only...but yeah...Tinkle kept me company. He cuddled up in my arms and fell asleep. It was effin sweet! He's adorable. Unlike Monster...who turned out to be a female by the way...ahahaha bitch!!! Hey it is not wrong to say it cos she literally is one (:

My whole body's achinggg...I think I'm getting sick or something cos these are usually the symptoms I get when I'm about to get sick. Maybe it's just panas dalam...but yeah...I hope I don't get sick..I can't stand getting sick. It gets me all cranky!

Anyways, I'm off to get some sleep cos I'm tired as hell. Azmi's calling me in awhile. Til tomorrow..or the next day..or the next..eheks



&&ciao bello (:


I'M IN LURVEEE...haha..aint it obvious? (:

sunday sunday..funday! i wish~

1. Bounce Timbaland feat Dr. Dre and Missy Elliot
2. See You Again Miley Cyrus
3. Soulja Girl Soulja Boy
4. Dedebu Cinta Misha Omar
5. Close to You The Carpenters (Yeah I know..lame, old, whatever you say..but I LOVE it!)

Ok right now...my thoughts? Jumbled up... Feelings? ...ONCE AGAIN Jumbled up~

I really don't know what to blog about today. My day was pretty much boring. Azmi and I got into a bit of a tiff just now cos of the whole us showing to much 'PDA'

For those of you guys who live here, especially the malay population~ Should all know that PDA in Brunei is mostly a 'no-no' cos of the whole religion thing and all. Well Azmi...he yeah~ For those of y'all who know him well, you should know what kind of person he is right? And how amazingly stubborn and hot-tempered and rebelious and yeah~ the list could go on, but I shall stop here.

So..the security of the tuition centre (which will not be written here, for the risk of getting sued for defamation which is soooo common nowadays)..well he called me just now and asked me about the whole PDA thing and said that one of the parents complained about it when they sent their children there.

I mean...is he stupid or something?! We were down there and it wasn't kissing, it was a peck. Is that wrong? Well I guess yeah to them, but sorry not to me. But being the understanding person that I am, I have decided to just let them be and go by the rules of it all. I'm trying to put myself in their shoes, but I mean...the kids...they have the right to either follow or not, but heck, if they want me to live by their rules, so be it. I'll be outta that hell-hole by October anyways. But I would really appreciate it if Azmi would just go by it. It's just one damn rule and he can't even follow that?

I don't know why he always has to break the rules and be the rebel. I mean yeah, I'm glad he's stopped the drinking and the drugs, but god, sometimes I just wish he would stop breaking the rules. He doesn't get it sometimes that I'm not him, but I'm just..me. I can't brush through everything my way and act like the whole world bows down to my feet.

Nowadays, rules matter alot and without em, you just can't really go about things in your life. Yeah yeah, you guys must be saying now...'Just TALK to him and he'll understand. If you love him, you'll get through to him somehow.' HAH! tried that already! and guess what! it didn't work.

Don't worry though peoples, I am not giving up on him just yet. I love him with all my heart...maybe just a bit fed up with his rebellious attitude, but I'm never giving up on him.

Stupid? Maybe Lovestruck? DEFINITELY

Oh there's something I've been meaning to blog about! Have you ever heard a baby (noooo..not your 3 year old brother), like newborn or 1 to 2 years old kid, laugh?

Trust me it's the best SOUND YOU CAN EVER HEARRRRR!!!

Haha...seriously! It's like I just realised it just now while walking past this family at Hua Ho. I was in a foul mood cos of the whole tuition, PDA shit, but when I heard that baby laugh. God...I wanted to laugh too and I've realised that..that actually happens to me everytime. I asked Azmi why and he told me this. 'Cos a baby's laughter, is pure happiness as it hasn't been exposed to the imperfections of the world. A baby is pure and innocent'

I agree on that statement actually and for you, well you have the choice to either believe it or not (:

God that line was cheesy beyond belief. *sigh* Now I'm outta words. Lol. So yeah, I'll blog tonight again if anything interesting happens. And I bet the infamous Mrs Arul's gonna be nagging on my ass tomorrow cos of me skipping duty on Saturday~ Haha..wish me luck.

&&ciao bello..tomorrow's a new day.

>&&by ur side is where i'll be...

I LOVE YOU MD. NORAZMI...always will (: <3

Hey Hey!! (:
I am....my feelings areee!!!! mediocre
Wondering why?! Cos things were a bit up and down today..first good..then bad...then good again..and vice versa..butttt most importantlyyy IT ENDED WELL!!! (:

1. Your Song Mayday Parade
2. 7 Things Miley Cyrus
3. Wouldn't Get Far The Game feat Kanye West
4. Ching-a-Ling Missy Elliot feat Jay-Z
5. Me, Myself and I Beyonce Knowles

As you guyssss should know by now~ My music goes according to my mood. Sometimes rock, sometimes hip-hop and yeah you know shit like that (:

First thing's first.....get ready....I GOT ACCEPTED FOR MY SCHOOL'S TALENTINEEE FOR SOLO SINGING!!!! *jumpssss*screams* wheee =D

Yes I am happy as hell! Haha..I didn't really think I would make it cos there was loads of competitors, but now that I'm through, I'm happy! Haha. Now just to make it through the real day which is gonna be at the end of the month. I'm still searching for the guitar chords for my song. If I can't find em then I guess I'll have to change my song which i HATE by the way cos it's sooo troublesome~

I've recently realised that my studies have been going waaayyy down cos I've been spending too much time away from my books. I'm just a bit fed up with all the studying I guess, but I'm just waiting to get mocks overwith and enjoy a bit of the holidays, then back to the books for my O levels.

Gawd, why does studying have to be so hard? :(

Azmi and I went to watch The Mummy 3 just now...well it isn't actually called the mummy 3...I kinda ermm forgot the tile *smacks forehead* I've been really forgetful these past few days. Don't really know why. Haven't been paying much attention to things. Have been dreaming a lot these past few days as well. Not dreaming as in sleep dreaming, but like you know spacing out.

Anywaysss~ I'll continue maybe tomorrowww....alright? i'm off to bed!!! nightssss