Tuesday, December 09, 2008

HELLO READERS!

Hellooooo people!! Haha..haven't been blogging for so long. Tried, but ended up pulling it back..didn't really have the time. Been working a lot! O levels was stressful. Don't know if I'm gonna do well or not. Hoping I do though~

Life has been pretty much a bore nowadays. Nothing interesting happens. There are some dramas at home as usual, but I'm sooo lazy to blog about em cos apparently, I think 'she' found my blog. Aint specifyin who, just guess (:

The boyfie & I have been doing well. He's gone through some changes and so have I. We were actually on the verge of falling apart one time, but we managed to work past it. Arguments have kinda became 'our thing'. Weird, yes I know.

I'm leaving for Singapore on the 20th I think. Will be going to Italy, Switzerland and Paris for holidays on the 22nd. Hoping that it'll all go well. But before that, its the never-enjoyable...vaccination shot. Damn I make it sound like a shot for dogs or something~ Haha.

Well its this shot my parents and I get every year before going to a far away country. It's to prevent bugs that we might catch overseas. I'm terrified of needles...

Atleast I don't run away from the doctor anymore...haha. I used to squirm around on the chair until my parents hold me down. Its embarassing really, don't even know why I'm talking about this here. Haha.

I have stumbled upon....all hail...BABY PHAT'S WEBSITE!!!!!!! Absolutely love baby phat's items. They're all so....fab..~ haha..Sadly, it can't be found in Brunei nor Singapore nor in KL, so I'll just settle for juicy couture. It has its very own shop in Singapore, so yeah (:

Oh a piece of advice for all the readers out there. If you're thinking of working as a clerk or whatever in 'an office'...better get that thought outta your head right now. Lemme be the first to tell you that it isn't enjoyable. I have to endure sitting there from 9 in the morning to 5 in the afternoon. I do get lunch sometimes, but I really can't be bothered. Haha. Rather eat when I get home. Don't really fancy going out in the middle of work. Destroys my concentration.

I was actually out for breakfast with my parents this morning and the topic of 'when am I going to Singapore' came up and to my disappointment, I'll be going with my mom on the 20th~My dad aint letting me go there alone anymore. Why? Simple, they're afraid of me going out alone. Hello! I'm not 10 anymore. Its like the older I get, the more protective they are of me. I know that they're worried for me, but they have to let me breathe. I feel like I'm getting suffocated here.

I have to blame myself partly though for my past mistakes. Maybe if I wasn't such a bad kid last time, or learned to be a bit more cunning, I wouldn't have ended up in this position. I'm actually not blaming them fully for all the protective shit, but hey, they're partly responsible for it too right? You grab on to a kid to tightly, they're bound to let everything loose someday. I'd rather, them letting go a bit at a time.

Kids are like balloons...blow em up too much and they'll just pop. Hold on to them too tightly, they'll pop too. Just the right amount of air and grip will do. Not too little and Not too much. As for now, I'll just leave it as this (: ciao bellos.

&&crash this beetch (:

~ { 3:31 AM }
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