I wish you loved me~..Continuation frm last blog.
Right I just checked out my yesterday's posting and I did say that I wanted to continue right? Well yeah here's the continuation. I just found out in school that I have to room with 4 other strangers unless I write a letter saying that I have to stay with Sharon in one room cos my mom's really paranoid and whatever, but problem is, I called her up just now and surprisingly she told me that it would be a good experience for me. I was like, "WHAT THE HELL?!" First you act all paranoid on me and now you get all good-experience sporting on me!When I really need her to start being paranoid, she doesn't. Life's funny that way. In the end she agreed to write out the letter for me and asked me to remind her to write the letter again later at 3pm cos she's busy printing out something right now. Hopefully the people will accept the letter and let me room with Sharon cos if not I'll run back home faster than you can say Amen! School was fun just now. I failed my Geo and as usual, I didn't really care! Haha! It's just 1st assessment test, why should I care?! It's not like Ms Louissa could kick me out! All I had to do was just re-do the whole paper. EASY WORK!! It's not really hard to just re-write the whole paper you know and besides, I like writing and copying out of a stupid Geo test paper. I'm being sacarstic here! It's like Shar kept making such a fuss about it cos I'm the only 4s1 student to fail the paper! So what?! My real skills come out when I feel that the exam is really important i.e: Mid-year Examination. I was supposed to follow Shar's car just now cos I didn't wanna spend like my whole day at home as it's gonna be really boring, but in the end, I couldn't cos her mom said that she had to bring Shar to the embassy to go get her passport or something like that.Shar was so annoyed by it. Well if it were me, I would get really annoyed by it too. Her mom got to bring her friend so why can't Shar? I'm not gonna comment anything about her mom cos after all that is her mom you know. So, I'm at home right now blogging. Yesterday night, chu chu went online and asked me what I was up to. I told him that I was just writing my blog. He said, "Oh blogger panya c Jesie ani." 'Blogger'?! He made me sound like a nerd. Ugh! We laughed about it and all, but sometimes, only my friends can take the stress away from my system. For only that one moment. After that moment had passed~ The stress comes back again and I start getting all emotional and start thinking of the past and the present problems I'm having. Sometimes the songs on the radio steers my mood into emo zone too. The songs on the radio stations always play the wrong songs at the wrong time.Now, I came across this playlist on Imeem,when I was listening to this mp3 of this new song, Need a Boss by Shareefa feat Ludacris. Y'all should listen to it cos it's really good and when I listened to the songs on the playlist~ I was totally shocked cos all the songs are all so emotional and they keep reminding me of my past crushes. The people I wished I had. The mistakes I made in the past.There's this song in my blog~ The player is down the at the bottom. Just click the play button and listen to the song. It reminded me of HIM~ Ok, last time I never revealed who HIM wasright? Now I'm just gonna spit it out. His name's Apis. I just bumped into him again at ws. He told me that he's with Jade now. The chick whom he was so deeply in love with last time.What a lucky girl. Where's my Mr.Right?! How many times do I have to get hurt until I find my Mr. Right? See this is what I'm talking about! I get all emotional about things and it just ruins my mood for the whole day. I have tuition later at like 5.15pm til 6.30pm at A Plus then I have to go to another tuition at Flying colours later at 8pm til 9.30pm. *sigh* Gonna be so tired later. I don't know what my plan's gonna be for later cos I'm hoping that some of the people from my tuition will go to the mall later cos if not then I'll have to go home again later and waste my time doing nothing cos once I reach home I won't have any mood to go out anymore.*sigh* Thinking about me past really has got me emotional again. I just wonder..why was I like that last time? Why did I have to become to corrupted last time? I just thank God now that I'm a better person now. I picked myself up and had alot of support from my family and friends..especially my godsis Shar who's always been there for me through my ups and downs, guiding me through my problems and mistakes.I owe alot of thanx and gratitude to alot of people. Hurmz..well das ol for today. ciao peoples!&&I wish you loved me..
