Monday, March 10, 2008

moodless tuesday

Ever get the feeling that you just wanna scream and break something? Yeah..that's exactly what I'm feeling now. It started in the morning somehow~ I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed or something. I went to school all sleepy as usual then things were all ok, til I don't know, something just hit me after recess. I became all moody and frustrated.

I felt like going out to chill out somewhere with the boyfie and some friends, but the boyfie wasn't up for it. So yeah, it kinda pissed me off even more cos I can't really go anywhere with anyone without him. He'll get all paranoid and moody. God knows I hate it when that happens cos it'll last for quite some time and it'll end up with me and him fighting. I hate it when that happens.

So since I couldn't go out, I'm stuck at home now typin up this post. Gah..boring much~ Atleast I can go out abit early today. Later at like 4pm I'm gonna go pick up the boyfie(his driver went back to Indonesia for a month) and we'll go walk around Seri Kiulap for abit then go to my tuition centre and chill there like we always do.

Yesterday night was hell for me. My baby brother woke up all of a sudden at like what..1 in the friggin morning!!!! I got blamed for the stupid maid's mistake! My mom told me that the maid was stupid enough to feed him oranges while he was coughing. He's already coughing badly enough and they just had to come up with smart ideas and feed him oranges.

I couldn't take it anymore and called them upstairs and screamed at one of em over the intercom. The maid said she never gave him any fruits to eat and blah blah blah. But I just screamed every inch of my frustration at her through the intercom. My dad went downstairs..told me to sleep outside cos I had school and thank god I got some sleep after that. Shit, that baby can really cry. He cried for like an hour plus plus! NON-STOPPP!!!

I tried everything, water, milk, medicine even the pacifier and it all didn't work. I mean what the hell am i supposed to give a baby for him to shut up?! Seriously, I do not fucking know. School was hell too just now. Filled with boring lessons and meaningless lectures. Ugh...and we had our first fire drill just now..WOOOOWWWW!!! Say it with me now: WOWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!! lol That almost sounded like you were really surprised!!! I found it so fake and boring. They had fake smoke from a smoke machine and a fake victim which was one of the teachers. The fire squad was like taking their own sweet time and the hose was leaking like the friggin fountain of youth!

I mean...if that's how they save people and put out a fire in real life, I hope people here in Brunei have insurance cos I wouldn't put too much hope on our fire brigades. Haha. Yesterday we had our school sport's house captain election. For Macdougall, which is my house is Elaine Wong..Boys...erm..i don't really know and congrats to my sis the hippo SHARON CHENG cos she's been elected as the Danson house captain!! Haha. I kinda promised her that I would put her pic up here, but hey...like she said..I'm sooo lazy hahaha. I don't really have the mood to do it now. But yeah, congrats hippo =p

Damn my stupid itunes won't work! It won't even open up..gah..I am in desperate need of music right now to tone down my blood pressure. Music's my only pleasure right now. Feel like screaming out my lungs to some screamo or something~ PARAMORE!!! Hahaha.

newayz i g2g yallz so yeha ciao bello!!!

&&my falsetto

~ { 11:21 PM }
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