Saturday, March 28, 2009

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~ { 11:05 AM }
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Happy days

Hey all you bloggers out there. It's the last week of the holidays. Quick right? Can't believe we only have 10 days off. The next term vacay will be in June I think. I haven't even finished my holiday assignments yet. Haven't even started on em. I think I'll start doing Maths first. Might as well get the hardest one done first. Suffer first, enjoy later...well sort off~

Today was quite relaxing. Went by baby's house for abit just now in the afternoon. His mom got me this jubah from Mekah. Really comfy I tell you, though abit hot, its comfy. Woke up just in time for me to take a shower and be on my way. Haven't been feeling too well lately though. Been feeling quite heaty~ Oh well..Oh yeah. I just got done watching Bride Wars. BF bought the dvd with me just now. Quite fun..how love can actually turn out that way. The twist in the story was fantastic. I wont ruin the story for all of yalls who haven't watched it though. All I can say is this, GREATEST CHICK FLICK OF THE YEAR.

Speaking of love, one of my friends called me up yesterday with a very interesting dilemma. It's a situation where maybe most or some of you have been in before. It's quite an interesting one too in a sense that..we just don't know where these feelings actually come from and how it all developes all over again. Ok..main characters of the story is her and her ex-boyfriend. Well..they started off real well actually before.

Both of em were totally in love until things went wrong. They just weren't ready yet. They just weren't mature enough for it. Come to think of it, none of us were actually mature enough for a relationship yet cos I was too at a turning point in my relationship. Well, they broke up and after a year or more, which is now, they finally got to talking again. Before they got to talking again, it was so fuckin dramatic. One of depressed and the other one was fronting and shit..you know men and their 'pride'.

Well, she called yesterday and it turns out, they started talking again and stuff, then the subject of their past came up. He confessed that he regrets his decision of letting her go and how hard it was to actually let her go. They were kinda like a Kate Hudson and Owen Willis thing. If you don't know who they are, go look em up on google. They had this on and off thing goin on and yeah, from what I can tell from both of em, my friend and her ex I mean, communication is the thing that held both of them together. Whenever they got back to talking, the love came back.

Basically, she's confused on whether or not she should keep her distance. Since he is in a relationship, it makes things so much harder to work out. All the advice I could give her is to let whatever that's gonna happen, just happen. There's no use in hiding her feelings and try to push it away when it's never gonna go anywhere. She tried pushing away the last time and here it is back again. The fact that he has a girlfriend, well that's another issue. Yeah, it's mean steppin on people, but hey, who are we to stop fate from happening? If it happens, it just happens. When I tell her to let fate decide, I mean it that way. I'm not asking her to try ruining someone else's relationship though.

It's not like I'm asking her to throw herself at him and go all lovey-dovey straight away. They're only friends at this point...just you know..with something special in that particular bond. Oh well, we'll see what happens. I do wish her luck though..I've been in her position before and when things don't work out...it doesn't usually turn out good...nyeh.

til tomorrow peoples! Ciao Bello!

&&exclusivelyy

~ { 6:37 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Holidays!

Finally its the end of the school term!!! We're all off til the 29th of March. Finally 10 days off from all the chaos and piles of assignments. College started pretty well then it sorta fell into a slump. The assignments are 'incredible'. Its like the teachers have mistaken us for lifeless creatures. I hardly have any free time on my hands. All the revisions and impossible-to-get-done homework.

Maths is a horror fest. Numbers look like jewish words to me. I thought it was gonna be more or less like the maths that I've taken during O levels, but it is not what I predicted. WAY OFF! Additional maths is a nightmare. I actually cried during my second assignment. It was impossible to complete cos I couldn't even complete the first question! I tried using my brain til it just refused to function anymore. I got so cranky after that. Business is alright cos I took principles of accounts last year during O's, but the teacher is just...fuckin boring. She keeps explaining shit like she's talking to herself.

Sociology and Literature AS is the only thing that's actually caught my attention. Well, cos one has a good teacher teachin the subject, well both actually and both of these subjects are sorta related to English, which is my only best subject...got an A2 for it during O's. But yeah, teachers aren't letting us off though. 'Holiday Homework'. Yes the term that makes us go either 'AWWW' or just shudder.

I haven't even started on any of my homework. Gotta enjoy part of the holidays right?? I don't know what I'm gonna do actually this holiday, but yeah, been spending alot of time with my man. Just got back from his house actually. We swung by Joey's for dvd's just now. I bought Clueless and Happily Never After 2 *DO NOT LAUGH AT ME!!*

The BF unfortunately got a Russian movie. AHAHA. He called me up just now and complained like no other. To make matters worse, the subtitles were shitty as hell. As in, you couldn't understand a thing! Well, it was for $5 so what to do? Hopefully he'll have better luck next time. I feel so bad cos I bought 2 and he only bought 1 and it unfortunately it was a really shitty one :(

Nothing interesting has happened so far. Been really bored. Obviously assignments are now part of my daily routine. Everyone at home is away at some function. One is at my aunt's house, her daughter's bday and the other is some relative's kid turning a month old. I really can't be bothered to go to either one of em. Spending the day with my man seems more productive no? ;)

I need to swing by guardian soon. Need to pick up some stuff for my room. I'm running out of boxed tissue papers and cotton swabs. Need to get me some shampoo as well. What brand should I use? It seems like every shampoo I've tried doesn't make my hair any softer, but ironically Baby Johnson's shampoo makes my hair so much softer and not to mention, shinier! I didn't even have to put on conditioner and it was already soft to the touch.

Aparently Baby Johnson's shampoo and body wash and everything is really good. Well to me haha. So yeah, might need to swing by guardian for a lil toiletry refreshment and hopefully get me a new pair of heels. I feel like buying a new pair. Or maybe a new bag. I know I sound like some A+ spoilt brat, but hey, a girl needs some pampering of her own once in awhile right?

Anyways, this is it for tonight. Maybe I have something meaningful to blog about soon haha. Nothing for me to talk about these days. Everything's been drama free. Except for the quarrels at home and out of home, everything's perfectly fine (: so til tomorrow..Stay fine peoples! ciao bello

&&louis vuitton and gucci........yes we all do dream of ~~pretty things~~.........

.......................................but fuck it.

~ { 5:17 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Saturday, March 07, 2009

The net hurts.

I do hate the internet sometimes and advertisements too. They make me want things I may never have :( I strongly dislike looking at something I wish I had. It just aches me so bad. Puts a huge wrinkle on mi forehead. My most recents wants is the Nokia 5800 Xpress Music. I thought that the N97 was gonna be the only touch screen Nokia phone, but to my surprise, my mom had to see the 5800's ad and told me to search it online. Hell!! It was like an iPhone...but so so so much better!! I don't really know if its better than the N97 or not, but shit...its really nice.

I wasn't really feeling the whole design of the phone, but ok..scratch everything I said. I shall wait for the N97! Fuck shit, excuse mi french, but I just saw the most azmazing phone..EVER! Its like a cross between the LG Prada, ofcourse and N-series lookalike and the iPhone. It is a definite treasure! I'm aiming for that one gadget. Can't wait for it to come out. Bet the price on this one aint gon be merciful. A phone like that? Pfft~

From what I heard the last time I asked about it, it'll be released around late July or August. I can't friggin wait!!! It knocks the iPhone right outta the ball park. Hope my dad gets it..well for me ofcourse..not my mom~ Hopefully she gets the 5800 instead *evil grins*

The silver one looks fantastic, whereas the black one, in my opinion is a little blah. Its sorta like a laptop that fits right into your pockets. I recommend you guys to search it up and drool over this kick ass treasure. I actually wanted to get this phone last year when my N95 got totalled, but yeah since it only comes out this year around July or August, I stuck with the N96. Its more or less like the N95, but has a sleeker design. Nokia's phones have recently been lacking in the design area, but someone decided to use his/her brain and designed this unique phone! Yeah the design does look a lil bit like the other phones in the N-series range, but its wayy more sleeker.

Sorry if I'm abit obssessed over this gadget, but I haven't seen it yet. Me, being the moderately slow person that I am, just thought of serching its images up on google. Anyways~~~~

On other events in my life...College has finally started just now. It was kinda tiring. First day and the assignments are already pouring. Business studies was a complete bore. I felt like I made a HUGE mistake. Should've gone for like Geo or something. Or maybe change my lecturer. She sounded like she either didn't get any sleep the last night or someone just aint gettin nuff lovin at home. Sad how sometimes people make it so obvious that they hate their life. So far, no drama in college yet, Thank GOD!

Searching for my classes weren't that bad. I managed to follow the map surprisingly cos I found it kinda complicated to understand at first, but I found my classes and my teachers so its all good. BF brought me lunch and it was sweet. The day went pretty well today. My ASL class got cancelled today so I got to hang out at the BF's house. :)

Now I'm on my way to bed. Will blog maybe tomorrow so ciao bello!!!

&&drama drama drama

~ { 8:38 AM }
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