Dia n aku is jux a dream..missin home..emo bt happy..sick..
Thank god I'm home early today! I was so tired when I was at Orchard Rd just now. My mom dragged me out shopping and the first place she went was Takashimaya which is like the most boring section of Orchard Rd. Well to me it is cos it's like all the clothes there are meant for people that are over the age of 18. Girls at my age shouldn't be going there, we would be bored shitless!
I was coughing the whole time we were shopping cos I think it was kinda time for me to eat my medicine, but I didn't bring it along. We went to Aussino next cos she wanted to get some new bedsheets. I bought this really cool looking bedsheet, I would show it to you in a pic but I just can't seem to find it online. I couldn't really focus on shopping cos I was really tired and the medicine was taking it's toll on me. I kinda forgot that the medicine was going to make me sleepy. So I told my mom that I had to go back home early and she called a taxi for me so I went back home alone. The taxi driver was kinda busybody-ish. He asked me where I was from and all those stuff and well it wasn't the most enjoyable ride back home.
Something he said really wanted to make me jump out of the taxi and laugh my heart out. He said that he heard that Brunei's ground was covered in gold and all we Bruneians had to do was to just pick up the gold on the floor and we're rich. BLOODY HELL! That doesn't even make sense. I decided to play with his mind to I just told him yeah it's true! haha It was damn funny. He was like "Oh, so you guys have a really good life there huh? No need to work and all that. Just have to pick up the gold on the floor and buy stuff."
That's like the stupidest effin thing ever! When I reached my grandma's place I just jumped out of the car and ran straight up. I so hope I don't bump into any of these kind of taxi drivers anymore. Next time I'm taking a limo!
I bought this really cool Guess watch just now in Takashimaya. It's pink with a round face. I love the pink diamonds and the metallic pink straps, those are hard to find. I'm still wondering when Valentine's day is. Last year my Valentine's day was good, but still, not the best. I hope this year's Valentine's Day would be the best one ever and ofcourse..I'm hoping that he'll ask me to be his Valentine or atleast a Valentine's Day greeting from him will make me jump for joy already. I don't know..I'm still hooked on him after all this time. I would actually be over him by now, but no, I do still think of him.
I know you guys are sick of hearing of him already so yeah I'll just stop talking about him. All I know is I think I'm really fallin for him. It's so damn hot in here right now. It's like they don't allow me to on the air-con right now, but it's so effin hot in here! I'm sweating like hell right now! I wanna go back to Brunei as soon as I can. I really miss Brunei so much. I miss going to the mall, I miss talking on the phone with friends in the afternoon and I miss texting with him most of all. *sobs* I'm just really homesick right now and school starts in like a few days I think. I haven't even bought my notebooks yet. I'm running out of exercise books and those big hard-covered notebooks that I need for school.
The books for Form 4 aren't much, but the textbooks are all so thick! I think they're gonna weigh a ton on my back so I think I'll look for a nice messenger bag for school tomorrow when I go out shopping with my mom. Let's hope that I won't be tired anymore tomorrow. After tomorrow I'll be on my way home already! And the next day PARTY TIME! whoot whoot! I hope all my friends go and most of all, I hope he goes too. I'm so hoping to see him at the party.
Oooh Ooohh!! (That sounded soo wrong) I just got this song from my friend and it's bangin! It's this Jap song called Janne De Arc by Dolls. It's like a cross between pop and rock. I hope to get to the mall once I'm home from Singapore to see my friends, but I just don't know who to meet! I wanna meet him but, I can only see him from 2.30pm til 4.30pm and that's it. Plus, I so don't wanna be alone and after the ws peeps thought that we're an item I don't really think it's a good place to hang out with him anymore. Rumors are bound to spread around about me and him & trust me, rumours are never pretty.
Oh yeah I forgot to tell you guys about what happened last night. My uncle, grandma and I went to the Eastshore clinic in the middle of the night at about 12.45am. Crazy right? I know, but we had nothing to do and my ear was really blocked badly and I was coughing non-stop. I went there and they took my particulars down and I just waited for them to call me in. Thank god they said that I didn't have fever. The waiting room was pretty cool, had a flat screen tv and everything. When I went in the doctor checked my ear and he told me that my eardrum was inflamed a.k.a swollen cos of the flight. On the way to Singapore, while the plane was landing, my ears hurt like hell! I was like cryin in the flight and rubbing my ears so hard they went red! I don't usually cry, but it really hurt like hell cos of the pressure and to make things worse, my nose started bleeding and I didn't even know that it was bleeding cos my ears hurt so bloody much.
Doctor said that I had to eat the antibiotics and everything to cure the flu so I can go back home to Brunei safely otherwise the pressure from the plane would burst my eardrums and now THAT would be a definite no-no! So I hope everything will be okay by Friday morning. Right now I'm kinda getting better so yeah, things are turning out good. I learned one lesson from all this and that is to NEVER UNDERESTIMATE A MINOR COUGH OR FLU! Don't wait till you get a fever then you decide to see a doctor. You might end up like me or worse. Now I sound like one of those National Geographic Channel people! haha
*sigh* I still miss him~..I wonder where we'll end up..It's like he's just a far away star I'm trying to catch~
I lie awake in bed at night, staring at the white ceiling,Hoping that u'll be alrite, while I'm alone dreaming,You're a shooting star I try to catch, A fairytale I hope to make real,You & I there is no WE, will we be together? Probably..Till then to me we're just an illussion..~ A relationship with no passion,D clock is ticking, time is wasting, but I'm still standing here alone waiting,You're an angel in disguise, But my heart's telling me to b wise,Is this all real or is this all a lie? I keep asking myself why..Why am I falling for you? Why do I keep thinking of you?Should I tell you how I feel, or do u already know?The questions in my head are like a river flow..You told me to wait, you told me to be patient,Am I too early or is it already too late?All I know is I'll hand my heart over to you on a golden plate..&&Heartbroken Bitch
