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Thursday, February 15, 2007
FREEDOMM...
*screams* FINALLY!! Both my parents are overseas! That means that I have the room all to myself! I can do anything I want, anytime I want, but I'm sure that either my mom or dad will come back tomorrow. I hope not though cos I wanna go out with Syirah on Saturday and if they're both not around I can go home a bit later. These few days have been pretty boring until I received news that Shar's dad passes away. I was so damn sad. I mean like eventhough I don't really know her dad, I can't imagine the pain she felt. It's like I used to always go to her house before and as I see from the other pictures, she and her dad looked so happy together. Until he got cancer last year. It was really bad news. Shar went to school yesterday and she looked so sad! I went down to the canteen and quickly finished my lunch and went to her to give her a hug. She was crying on Wan Yuri's shoulder and I couldn't control my tears anymore at that moment.

It was so sad! When I saw the picture she took of she and her dad at the hospital, I immediately burst into tears. It was like, they looked so happy and I just can't imagine losing my dad. I felt her pain and I know it hurts alot! At night, I called Zul up. He's a nurse at RIPAS so I asked him if he knew anything about the Shar's dad. Panya he was the one who closed her dad's eyes and cover him up. It's like he told me Shar was holding her dad's hand and hoping that he'll come back. I burst into tears when Zul told me the whole thing. I just couldn't imagine the pain she was feeling at that time. Tomorrow is the funeral, but problem is I'm not sure if I can go or not cos I have remedial class for tuition.

I must try to make it. I have to be there for her as I'm her big sis. She's been there for me for alot of times, so now I have to be there for her too. *sigh* Anyways, this is it for now. I'll blog again tomorrow k? bye xoxo

&&sad chica~

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