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Monday, March 05, 2007
Loyalty..Death..CHUCHU!!
You know, there comes a time where you just need to find out who your real friends are. I've found out who isn't, well atleast I think I have. It's like there's this girl right, let's call her Y shall we? Ok Y was out with me at the mall and I was busy doing my homework while Y was playing around with my laptop. I wanted to use the laptop for awhile cos I was instant messaging with Shar right, and I wanted to use her celly to take a picture, then while I wanted to go to the camera, I can't help, but to notice that Sham's(my ex) message was in her celly. I read it and was curious as he said stuff about he was worried of what I was doing and what not~

So I opened up her Sent Messages and guess what I found. Y backstabbed me! Well, I what else can u call that?! Ofcourse, she shouldn't have meddled with my relationship right?! She already told me last time that she wouldn't meddle anymore. She messed up things between me and him so many times before! I'm surprised that I was able to forgive her 50% and not leave her at the mall. I could've just left her there and let her find her own transport home. She told Sham that she was bored and had noone to mess with. She has no idea who she's messing with!!

Cos Sham warned me before that if he so-called caught me smoking then he would leave me for good. It's like she was doing it for her own benefit! She told him that she would tell him what I was doing at ws if he gets her a guy. I mean can u say 'desperate'?! Right now, I don't really care if she's reading this cos this IS my blog and I'm stressed out of my mind right now and I need to get all this off my chest so Y is you're reading this then I'm sorry, but you really pissed me off to this extend!

This isn't the first time she pissed me off. I have tolerated her for alot of times already and I just can't take it anymore! I really need to get this off my chest. There are so many other things I would say, but I will just keep 'em to myself cos who knows what she'll do next. I'm not afraid of what she's going to do to me if I hurt her this way, but I'm afraid of what I'll do to her if she backstabs me again! I stab backstabbers from the front cos it hurts 'em mentally so much more. *evil grin*

I can say things that'll hurt you so bad if I want to so don't you people make me do it! On the same day that she pissed me off, Chu Chu a.k.a my rain look-alike came to the mall and we went to watch a movie. He brought along his friend Ajeed or however you spell his name. It's like Ajeed was trying to get Y's attention, but Y didn't really care and in the true spirit of trying to act happy so I won't ruin Chu Chu's time with me I put on the happy mood and tried to act happy, like I've forgotten everything Y did, but honestly the hatred and pain of being messed around with just cos he/she was jobless still lingers around in my head.

One thing about me is I forgive 50%, but I NEVER forget. It's a girl thing so yeah. Yesterday I was at the mall with Syirah and we were like bored shitless! Saufan was there too so we hung out with him and I was playing some stupid online game while breezing through the people who walked into ws. Trust me, pretty people are kinda hard to spot in ws nowadays. It's like the people who chill there now are mostly kids and poklanders~

It's sickening really, but anyways~ Syirah and Izad finally persuaded Hary to go to the mall and he finally arrived at like 5pm. Izad's friend was no doubt a grade 'A' hottie , but when Hary's around, my attention is always on him. Somehow, he just draws me to him. Anyways, I'm not gonna bore you guys on the details. Well anyways, it's like I had to go home early at like 6.15pm as I had this function to attend, but it turned out that I didn't have to go! Idiotic, I know~

Syirah called me from ws and told me she was bored. Nyasal me blik!!! I was so bored at home so my mum dragged me off to dinner at Vintage Rose. As I already ate at ws I just got a salad and baked potato there. While waiting for the food, I saw my mom and noticed the way she dressed and the whole atmosphere of it and I just told her that she looked like a ghost~ I meant for it to be funny, but NOOOO she had to take it seriously and get all lecture-ish on me, she was like, "Have you ever thought of other people's feelings?" I just shot her back an answer by saying, "Well, you haven't been the most humble person too y'know."

To be continued tomorrow~ my parents are chasing me to bed..buh byeeee till tomorrowww

&&Ravinn Lightsss~~

~ { 5:33 AM }
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