Picture perfecto..hurt..tears..i dnt care~
You know, sometimes, the most innocent person of all could hurt you like hell. *sigh* Here's my top topic for today. There's this guy in my class right, let's call him..'S'. Well, me and 'S' have been really close for some time. Everyone would say that we're like always together. I don't know why, but when school re-opened, when I saw him on that very first day, I started to like him. Day by day, my feelings just grew for him.Ofcourse, he doesn't know. SO EVERYONE OF YOU WHO READS THIS AND KNOWS WHO I'M TALKING OR IF ANYONE OF YOU GUESSES WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT, YOU GUYS BETTER KEEP THIS TO YOURSELF OR I'M GONNA START TEARING OFF YOUR HEADS! Well, we went to this camp thing together and after this camp, he changed. He started to push me aside and all. During camp he didn't even talk to me at all. He just stuck to this group of gals. During R.K class just now, he also didn't talk to me at all. Like he used to always go to my seat and talk to me, but now, he never does that anymore. It hurts to see one of your best mates just drift away from you just like that. I was really hurt. Although he isn't like my boyfriend or whatever, it still hurts. He was usually the one I'd run to if I was stressed out or if I was lonely and needed company, but now, it's like I just lost that one person. What can I do right? When I had the time to tell him how I really felt about him I couldn't. You know that song at the bottom? Yeah, that's exactly how I'm feeling right now. I was depressed to the core during R.K period. Yus and Mo were like trying to cheer me up by acting all stupid. Well they did manage to cheer me up a lil bit. Yus was like really caring and all. Always there to make me laugh. Can't stand him sometimes. It's like I just take one look at him and I start laughing my ass off. After school, Shar and I went to Hua Ho Bunut to get some lunch and on the way there, I told Shar about my problem and she told me stuff that hurt me so much. She said all the time at camp, S went to her room and hung out with them all the time, and when she asked him why he never went to my room he just shrugged it off. I started crying after I heard that. I was already holding back my tears and after hearing that, I just couldn't control my tears anymore.I hate it when things like this happen. It always happens to me. *sigh* Let's just skip this topic now. Anyways! Shar and I had a really good time at Hua Ho Mall just now. It's like we ate at Jollibee and bought DQ. We were like so panatz at the supermarket. Shar was like playing around with the stupid price checker thing. So sakai! I was laughing my head off watching her literally check the price on some of the stuff there with the stupid price checker!Actually, when I first saw it, I didn't even know what it was until she showed it to me, I laughed my head off! I was being so crazy at the meat section. I saw this tag which said 'Milk Fish'. In my heart I was like, "What the hell is a milk fish?!" I mean, what is that? A fish that tastes like milk? A fish with milk in it? A fish that you can mix with milk to make it taste better? I mean like WHAT IS IT?! I didn't know what it was, but the first thing that came into my head was to just pick that piece of rock-frozen fish and hit smack someone in the face with it! So, against my better instincts I picked it up and was about to whack Shar with it, when her uncle came along and yes, I was really embarassed. She was like, "Oh my God! I'm never coming with you here again!" Ha ha! I was like laughing my head off. I bet the whole place heard my laughter. I don't really care cos there weren't much people there, so it was all good. After that I sent her home and yeah, things pretty much slowed down after that. I'm watching a movie with Hary tomorrow, so I'm pretty excited about that. I booked the tickets already for the movie Chermin. It's some new ghost movie. I hope it'll be good. We'll just have to see tomorrow I guess. til then ciao darls!&&She screams, "OH MAH GAH!!" 
