Bought new stuff (: Ugh falling..admire-nesh..i think~
Kisshhh broooo
Gah! jan ko lari!!!
still running~
Gah! Why isn't Fadh online! Damn it, I missed out on shopping just to chat to him online. Ugh~ Why the hell am I fussing over him anyways? *sigh* Admire-nesh~ Noooo!!!! I can't let it get to me again cos nothing good ever comes out from this feeling. NOTHING!!!! That is why I really hate this feeling~ Shopping wasa great just now. I bought a few things. Bought the pair of Ecko shoes I saw at Skechers hehe. Gonna post up a few pics of the stuff I bought in awhile. And I'm gonna show you guys the pics I took of my baby bro and I when I was like all alone with him in the hotel room.
Gawd I was thinking of buying this really cool looking bag along with all the key chains and whatever, but my parents said that they weren't worth buying, so I was like ok whatever. I could see that my mom was unhappy today cos I spent alot. Now I'm like typing out this post in the bathroom. My mom wasa forcing me to change into my robe and get to bed, but I had to finish up this blog first. She's really getting on my nerves and I already told her off just now at the restaurant. I told you that I was gonna make a big scene right? I didn't really make a big scene, but I just showed her my temper. She told me to stop eating and look after my baby bro when my dad had clearly finished his dinner already, so I threw the clay spoon onto the plate and stormed out of the restaurant.
My mom just sat there and said nothing and my dad ended up calling me on my cellphone telling me to meet him at the hotel. So I did. I went to the hotel lobby and he started to talk to me about the whole me and my mom conflict issue. I just told him that i couldn't take it anymore and ever since the trip started she has been making the trip a living hell for me! He told me that he understood my situation, but no matter what, she's still my mother and I still have to respect her. Oh ffs (for f*ck's sake)!!! Respect?! HE WANTS ME TO RESPECT HER?! My gawd! She's impossible!! I would respect her and I know that she's my mom and everything, but with the way she's been treating me these past few days, I find it impossible for me to respect her and her stupid decisions.
Like just now when my family and I went to the Mid-valley Megamall to do some shopping, she only concentrated on my buying toys, clothes and shoes for my baby bro. I was like wtf??!! *##$$**%!!!!!!!!!
GAHH!!! I need to go shopping too you know! Ugh~ Atleast I got some of the stuff I wanted and I got these really cool keychains for 3 of my fwens. I need to go and get some nice chocolates for Syirah tomorrow and look for Bryant's CD. I couldn't find any Paul Frank shops here, so I guess I'll just look for his CD, but the prob is I can't find the CD anywhere. Fadh agreed to go to the upcoming Sunday Splash with me at Empire!! I was sooo happy~ You should've seen the smile and glow on my face. It's like we haven't really hung out before and all, so yeah. I guess this upcoming Sunday Splash's gonna be kinda interesting. Fadh told me that he was gonna throw me into the pool and I was like don't you dare and he said, "I will not...*next line*...not throw you into the pool." My expression went from (: to >.<" then to .(-.-). Annoying~ but funny.
Turns out that there's a funny side of him too and it's pretty adorable actually~ Well that's the good news. The bad news is, Azmi's cough is getting worse cos he said that the rib cage punctured his lung again and this time it's getting worse. His parents think it's cos of drugs and they're thinking of sending him to rehab! I was like NOOOO!!! Rehab is hell! And he aint even addicted to drugs and alcohol no more! He said that his parents are thinking of sending him there cos they said that his attitude is getting 'worse'. I was like wtf?! He's actually getting better and they said that he's getting worse?! Parents...You can never satisfy em. Tre Annoying~ I checked it out on the net and apparently it's like a rehab facility slash detention centre kind of thing. They work on your attitude and morale too. That is making things so much worse. Shouldn't have checked it out. *smacks own head* DOI!!!
Now it's raining! Wait..RAIN!! I love the rain~ Well I used to, til now. It's making me miss Azmi even more. Seems like now I have 2 people in my heart. Azmi and Fadh. Who should I choose? The newcomer or the one I have now? Should I give this new one a try or should I just stick with the old one til I'm really sure that I should go for the new one? Gah! I just don't know!
*sigh* Fadh's not going online. This always happens and I hate it. I'm in no mood to post right now, so I'll just put up some pics olryt? I'll blog again later if I'm in a good mood.
Pencil case from Miss Whatever
White skull earrings from Miss Whatever
Silver earrings from Miss Whatever
Ecko Shoe (FRONT VIEW)
Ecko shoe (side view)
ecko shoes (side view)
&& sorie for the shitty post...too tired n moodless..
Kisshhh broooo
Gah! jan ko lari!!!
still running~
