Saturday, June 16, 2007

Shopping list one item scratched..COUSINS I LOVE
Hey guys remembered in the last post when I said that I would blog again if something interesting happened? Well this isn't really interesting, but I'm happy and kinda have nothing to do right now, so I'm just gonna blog. My mom came back from her shopping spree just now at like 11pm~ I was not surprised cos she usually returns at that time. She helped me buy the contact lenses that I wanted, but she got me the daily ones. The ones which only last up for 24 hours. It's worth it actually cos there are like 10 pairs in each box and the optical shop that she went into was having a promotion. *perky sales girl tone* Buy 3 boxes and you'll get one free! My cousins laughed their asses off when they heard me say that cos I sounded like the people you see on television advertisements when they try to get you to buy something and tell you about the promotions. My mom bought me 3 types of colours: grey, green and pure hazel a.k.a light brown for the people who don't know what pure hazel colour looks like. She got me 2 boxes for green and 1 each for the 2 other colours, so I have 4 boxes in total.



Each box has 10 pairs, so they'll last me for about 1 and a half months which is way better than the monthly ones cos the monthly ones can only last me for a month and they usually give me alot of problems such as sore eye and the such. Contact lenses can be a pain in the ass sometimes and my mom always nags at me when I wanna buy em. She always asks me why would I wanna buy contact lenses when I don't even have eye problems while other people with eye problems are just dying to get that laser eye treatment thingy. Duh! Cos coloured contact lenses make me look pretty. *angelic smile*



I'm trying on the grey colour and my mom said that it makes me look like a panda cos the colour's too dark and it makes me look like I have eye bags and dark rings round my eyes. I just need to put on the silver eyeliner and light metalic pink eyeshadow with a little mascara with a light coloured lipgloss and I'll look fine. Don't know why she's kicking up such a big fuss about it. My cousins were snickering away when they heard my mom nagging at me. I could see them making stupid faces at the doorway. Oh don't get me wrong, I love em, but they can be really annoying at times. They did the sweetest thing for me just now in the evening. They wrote in my scrap book just now. It literally brought tears to my eyes. I'm not trying to be a drama queen here, but what they did just now was really sweet.



WHAT THEY WROTE:

• Wai Seng: Oit! You ah don't 4get to send me e-mail from Brunei! Take care of urself. Don't make me fly all the way there and beat ur ass! HAHA! will miss you lor! CAN?! My comment: The beat ur ass thing sounded so wrong, but it's like an inside joke between me and him so yeah..


• Fai: Weylo siao cha bo! Eh u know or not ah Ah Di told me he like you leh! Chibai lah u now tell me all that bullshit that you taken liao. Last tym flirt2 with him, now wanna play hard to get! You don't noty2 there ah I tell you! Next time we go out and hang around with the gang again k? Bye bye! Chao liao..siao cha bo! =p My comment: He's the Ah Beng Ah Seng type, so excuse the strong Singapore accent and slang. The story behind Ah Di, I'll tell you guys someday in another blog entry hehe. SO KEEP READING :p
• Lau: Hai! Ask me to write in your s2pid book! :p Small enuff?! Take care in Brunei! Luv you cousin! My comment: He's the not so close to cousin, so his comment was short, we have our differences and we tend to fight alot and we don't really talk much, so you can't expect a long one from him. He was actually forced to write that comment into the scrap book, so I don't really appreciate his comment considering that he called my scrap book stupid!


• Ching: Hi jie mei! Wah will miss you leh. JonJon ask us to write one! Surprise you lor! Cum back soon ah jie mei. we all miss u de! Next tyme we go hang out with Ah Zai dey all agen k? Dey sed will miss u 2! Luf u jie mei whooooooo!!!!! My comment: Ching's like the hottie among my closest guy cousins. But to me he's still 2nd best haha Jonjon looks betta :p Nah JJ kambang liao! HAHAHA
• Jon Jon a.k.a JJ: Cousin take care olryts? Don't be notty in Brunei. MISS YOU! Come bk real soon! (= My comment: Well his comment was sorta short, but yeah, we spend enough time with each other already and eventhough he doesn't show it in the comment I know he'll miss me loads cos he always send me emails and we chat more often now, ever since he added me in MSN lolx. *sigh* I'll miss him to the max!

Their comments were sweet no? *sigh* I'll miss all of em so damn much when I get back to Brunei, except for Lau ofcourse. Hehe..But I'm still kinda homesick. I miss my friends back in Brunei and I miss Azmi so damn much! He's really sick right now and I think it's getting worse cos he can't even walk right now! He told me that he spits out blood everytime he coughs when he's sick cos ever since the car accident he was in quite some time ago, he'll spit out blood whenever he gets a fever and coughs too much. I had to force him to go see his doctor at the clinic and the doctor told him to go to JPMC to do an x-ray and check-up. I trust the doctors there at JPMC, so I'm sure they won't give him the same explanation that RIPAS gave him. The doctor over at JPMC said that his rib cage was puncturing his lung or some major artery and that's why he's spitting out blood. The doctor said that if he went for an operation there would be a 50/50 kinda chance that he would either live or die, but if he decides to skip the operation and just take the medication the doctor gave him, cut down on smoking and do some breathing exercises then he would be fine cos if he loses too much blood then he could always find a donor.

But it's like getting so much worse I think and I really need to get back to Brunei and see if he's alright cos I know him very well. He won't listen to me and just rest home, he would go to the gym and still play rugby! STUPID I KNOW! *sigh* I'm just really worried right now and I miss him so damn much! It's like Hayley called me up just now in the afternoon while I was shopping with my mom and she told me that Yusuf (her booyfriend) was at her house and I didn't believe it at first, but they sounded serious. Ugh! Talk bout wrong timing! Gawd I shouldn't have called her back! I felt so bad after the phone call. Well, I was mad at her and the boyfriend for awhile, but I realised that it wasn't Hayley's fault, but it was partly Yusuf's fault. Right now I just kinda dislike him. He knows that I'm outstation and will be away from Azmi for quite some time and the least he could do was just shut the fuck up bout him being at Hayley's house instead of saying, "Jelez? Jelez?" OVER AND OVER AGAIN! Ofcourse I'm fucking jealous! Partly jealous and partly love sick.

I'm feeling bad enough thank you very much! When I asked him bout Hayley's mom he was like, "NAPAKAN?" TALK BOUT BEING RUDE! Bitchy much. Gawd sometimes people just say and do the wrong things to me at the wrong time! My legs are like aching to the max right now cos my mom and I went walking around for the longest time around Orchard Road just now. I was kinda throwing a fit just now at the shopping centre when my mom just refused to go home even when I said that I was really tired. I told her that if she doesn't wanna go home then she could have just left me at the taxi stand and I could go home myself, but noooo she had to go all, "Oh just half an hour, just half an hour more" on me! I called Azmi up while waiting for the to come back from the foodcourt cos she wanted to buy dinner and be a saint all of a sudden and I told him bout everything. He couldn't even talk to me cos he would cough really bad everytime he speaks!

That made me feel far more worse than anything. Knowing that he's not well and that he's in that condition hurts me. Knowing that I can't be there for him when he's in that condition hurts me even more! This is why I hate going out of Brunei sometimes. Tahnk God my cousins are always here to cheer me up. They always make me laugh in the end whenever they see me crying or getting pissed off at someone. *sigh* I'm going back next Monday which is like the first day of school, so no school for me! Whoot whoot! (: I bought this really nice t-shirt just now which I can wear to the next Sunday splash and I found these really cute pair of shorts, but they were too small for me so yeah. All I need now is a bikini. Gawd I saw alot, but nothing seems to really have that 'wow' factor. It frustrates me sometimes. My mom's bringing me to this really nice place to do my hair. I hope David Ghan will be there cos the last time he did my hair, I ended up lookin fabtastic.

Well, tomorrow I'll tell you guys on how my hair turns out (: till then..i guess it's ciao bello -_~

&&GAH! Tears run down my face