Tuesday, August 14, 2007

FINALLY A POST!

Alright...I know I haven't been posting for like the longest time cos I've been really caught up in alot of things lately. Things have been pretty chaotic for me these past few days. It's really taking it's toll on me. My 2nd Assessment Test is coming up in like a week's time and I have to study really really hard or else I'll get some ass whoopin from the rents (parents). My birthday party's in 3 weeks time and I have to start looking for a friggin location to hold it in. My rents think that Empire Hotel's too extravagant for a birthday and I was like, "I ONLY TURN SWEET 16 ONCE YOU KNOW!!!!!"

I have to admit, I was pretty pissed off at first, but hey..location aint everything you know. As long as I capture the right crowd, get a good DJ, make sure everyone's happy and create the right atmosphere then it's all gonna be good. I heard that there's this place at Soon Lee Megamart, the rooftop. I heart from a friend that it's cheap and nice. I'm gonna go get my mom to make some enquiries about that place. I did tell her bout it, but it's like she keeps saying that it isn't a good location cos the area can get pretty quiet at night and it doesn't look safe. Sometimes, the most dangerous places are the safest places to be you know. Right? Agree? *nods* hehehe.

Gah! My leg's all cramped up. It's hurting alot. It's not like the numb kinda cramp. It's the muscle contracting kinda cramp. *screams* PAIN PAIN PAIN! Life's been very stressful for me these past few days. Been having alot of shitty days. I think I have depression~ I remembered that there was this time when my parents went overseas, I was in alot of stress. I cried for 5 nights straight. Social problems would one of the many reasons I cry at night. Secondly would be my PMS. Yes. For the girls out there, you should know what I'm talking about. The stomach cramps, mood swings. They will get to yah so bad.

School pretty much sucks nowadays. I'm starting to pay more attention in my classes now. And it's about time. I decided that I have to quit playing around too much in school and concentrate more on my studies. I have to. I kinda thought about the future and what it would be like one I start running my dad's business and handle a law firm (I'm aiming to be a lawyer). I need to really catch up on my Principles of Accounts (P.O.A) stuff. I suck at that subject. *yawn* I'm sooo damn tired. I need a break from my books mayn~

I can't even go to Gadong much anymore as my 2nd Assessment Test is coming up soon. My parents already warned me that if I go out again they are gonna scream at me and ground me for the rest of my fabulous life. Sucks doesn't it? The problem is I have to get rid of my bad habit, which is 'last minute exam studying'. I can't seem to get rid of that habit. I just can't concentrate on my studies at home. The atmosphere aint right. Studying alone aint fun either. I'm used to memorising stuff and doing my work at either tuition or school. Oh that reminds me! I have Physics tuition tomorrow, but I gotta stay at home the whole afternoon. Or I can go to A-plus and hang out there with my friends. The stupid tuition centre changed my tuition group's schedule, so now I can't see my usual clique at tuition no more.

Worst still, they changed my schedule from every monday and wednesday afternoon to every Sunday morning from 10 til 12.30. I hate waking up early on Sundays. Atleast I get to wake up late during Fridays. I need to go to Gadong like so bad right now. I went to Gadong on Monday cos Apek asked me to hang out with him, so I went there. When I saw him, I was kinda shocked cos he lost alot of weight. No doubt he's still fat, but he lost weight. I asked him if he was on a diet and he said no and made up some excuse saying that he just had no appetite to eat. Pfft~ Yeah right~

Apek's kinda you know, he did move on, but the girl he used to like, likes some other guy. So he went back to liking me. I can't believe it! Why is it when other girls ditch him and tell him that they like someone else, he doesn't get all mental bout it, but when I say that I like some other guy, he gets all depressed and mental about it. He introduced me to his friend 'Rizal' to me online, claiming that Rizal has seen me before and that Rizal likes me alot. I have no idea how true that is cos I have never met this so-called friend of his before and it seems pretty obvious that it's Apek who's posing to be Rizal. I can bet that there isn't even a Rizal! The way they chat and type is sooo alike! It's so obvious. I tried calling him, but he said that his phone was broken and all that crap. On MSN, only when Apek goes offline then Rizal goes online. How stupid does Apek think I am anyways? IM SO OFFENDED! *kicks*

Anywayz...I'm like so sleepy now so i g2g to bed. til tomorrow. tata~ (:

&&IM NOT RETARDED..YOU ARE!

~ { 8:07 AM }
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