Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Gah she got new ciggies!

Today was kinda uneventful~ I went to A-Plus just now to see some friends like I always do and school was pretty much a drag. Ms. Jane wanted to see me just now bout Alay's table. Seems like Jarrod reported the matter to Cikgu Chong a.k.a the discipline master and I think he told Ms. Jane which is totally annoying cos right now I don't really have time for all these kind of shits. Ms. Jane said that Cikgu Chong will call Bryant, Shaun, Richmond and I again. She also said to me that she wants to see my dad. Probably because of my mid-year exam marks. Trust me, they didn't turn out well. I failed probably most of the subjects. I need to try harder for this 2nd Assessment Test. I'm trying really hard to focus on my studies right now.

I have practicals tomorrow at school until 3.30pm and just now when I was at Physics tuition, Ekam messaged me up to go out tomorrow cos he really needed to go out and could only go out til the 25th this month. Gawd! That means he can't go to my party? *gasp* I will cry my eyes out if he can't come to my bday party. He's like my all time lepak partner!!! He's sorta like a brother to me now. Most of the people who have seen him and I out together would always mistake us for a couple. You have no idea how many people have asked us if we were together or not. Our reaction would always be like this, "Ewww..NO!!!!!!" Haha! I know him to well to be in a relationship with him. Yes, most of you might probably be wondering about what's wrong with being with a person whom you know the best of.

My answer is this. The interest would be totally gone! It's like, the mystery between you and that special person is gone and without the mystery, interest is gone. Well you might not have understood that so lemme break it down for you ok? I'll make it as simple as I can here cos I myself have honestly no idea on how to explain this to you guys. For example: Ok..take for instance that you know this guy like really well and you guys have been friends for like the longest time and everywhere he goes, you'll go too. You guys are always seen together. He tells you everything and you tell him everything too. Suddenly, you guys get a lil passionate with each other (DO NOT THINK DIRTY! *slaps*) and during the relationship everything's going well until you find a bump somewhere and the relationship ends. Everyone knows that once you're in a relationship with someone and it suddenly just ends, there's no turning back. Being friends with your ex is not really that easy. Things might get awkward and things will not be the same anymore.

I don't wanna risk any good friendships, unless I think that this guy is like the perfect one for me and that I feel for him in the lovey-dovey way. If not, I'll settle for being friends with that person. I feel that in a relationship, chemistry is most important! Without chemistry, there wouldn't be any passion, attractiveness or romance. It would just be a dull thing you and some other normal person has. You guys won't be able to relate to each other in the relationship and somewhere along the line, either you or that person will suddenly realise that you guys were just meant to be as friends, but by the time either one of you realises that fact, it would be too damn late and the chances of you guys ever patching back as friends would be about 30% possible. Well, that's from my point of view.

Gah..the GPRS is so fucking lagging! Ok, I've said this once before in one of my posts and I'll say it again. I curse alot, so this blog is kinda a PG or +13 kinda thing. Haha! Seriously, I curse too damn much. If I had a dollar for everytime I cursed I would be richer! Haha! Richmond laughed at that phrase when he saw it on my examination pad. If you think that you can't take the cursing then I suggest you exit this webpage before you get a heart attack or high blood pressure and drop dead in front of your laptop, computer, hp, pocket pc ect...ect..~

I'm trying to upload my new photos now into friendster and it's really lagging. It won't be if I were using wireless, but the stupid e-speed connection in my house is having problems right now. I have no idea why my dad just won't fix it! I just wish that the he would find a way to stop the wireless modem from breaking down so fucking often. It's very annoying, especially when Brunet lags the shit outta everything! Gah..I'm so impatient these few days. Maybe it's that time of the month again.

I have no idea what's in store for tomorrow. My plan is to go to school in the morning, stay there for lunch, go for Physics Pracs from 1.15 til 3.15pm then go home and if I have time, then I'll see if I can go out to Gadong with Ekam or not cos if I go tomorrow, I don't think I can go on Saturday. I'm just not in the mood to go to the Mall anymore. Last time I used to be crazy for going there, but now it's like heh~ So boring~ Gah!

Anywayz, i'm so damn tired now..i'll blog again soon k? till next tym..ciao bello (: *I sound like some lame commercial trying to sell airline tickets to people to go to Spain or something with that cheesey airline-stewardess-barbie-doll-fake-plastic-smile which cramps up ur face hahaha!!*

&&run away with me now..HK [= bite machine grrr roar!

~ { 8:15 AM }
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