I love him..i Love him not
Sorry for the very random post haha! Haven't been posting for a very long time. Not much has happened though, so you guys didn't miss anything. Ouh btw. My party..the sweet 16..was the bomb! Everybody had a great time! Well, some didn't. It was kinda like a raving thing, you know..partay partay and the whole clubbing shitzz. It was the bomb! Well, at first it was boring, but by 9pm..a shit load of people started pouring in! When I mean a shit load I mean ALOT!!!! Everyone was dancing their asses off and some were even drunk. Too bad I didn't get to dance with Fadh..my bouncer. He was looking so hawt that night! Gah..Oh wellz..haha I had fun that night. BEST SWEET 16 EVER~Well after the sweet 16 was over, some shit in the family started to stir up. My relationship with my mother aint going so well either. Gawd! I'm so frustrated by it. It's driving me insane!!! It's like every single day she tries to pick on me and make me feel like the enemy. Before her..I had this psycho maid, Maricel..Gah..She caused so much trouble in the house, I swear to God I was singing praises at the top of my voice when they shooed her outta the house door. Before that she ran away and 'amazingly' managed to sneak out of the house! I really salute her! I have been trying to do that for years and she managed to get outside the big gigantic godforsaken gate!!!!! I was like WHAT THE *beep*!!!!!!!!! Yes..I have decided to put on some censoring ok?! LIVE WITH IT! Well anywaysss..yeah, she managed to get out of the damn house! I was like omg..I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DO THAT FOR YEARS N SHE FINALLY DID IT IN LIKE A NIGHT!!! Stupid mother*beep* *beep* *beep* #&$$%%**$$%%##%*!!!!! Ok anywayz, forget it! Talking about it, pisses me off and it makes me wanna have that sneakout streak again. Ugh, that was like 3 years ago! Puh-lease do not make me repeat that story cos I really hate those 3 years ago moments. So immature and so stewpid! $#*$**#%%!!! School holidays was fun while it lasted. School's starting this Monday. Gah! The feeling of 'not enough holiday' is a very shitty feeling I tell you. I hate this feeling. I'm so stressed out. I need a new haircut and a new hair colour. I'm gonna go trim my hair this Sunday at Kenny's Salon. I hope he does a great job cos if he doesn't, I'm gonna go mental on his ass. Sometimes, I don't relli trust Brunei's hairstylists. Very hard to find good ones cos yeah..It's BRUNEI duh! The last time I went to this salon, which was supposedly known for it's good hairstylists, RUINED MY HAIR! It looked nice at first, but when it grew out, all hell broke loose! I got so frustrated with my hairstyle that time and had to put up with it for like 3 months. I went back to Singapore and the hairstylist there asked me who the hell cut my hair and I just said the word 'Brunei' and she just shut up like she just knew that I cut my hair here. I'm like..WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS COUNTRY!!!???? Can't they find 'decent' hairstylists for chicks here?! Do they want this country to be filled with pretty people with ugly hairstyles?! Gawd!!! Gah!!! I'm sorry peoples. Don't get all mad at me ayte. I just need to let out some stress here. I need a frigging break here! If I had a dollar for everytime I curse, I think I'm gonna be really really REALLY rich! My friends in school should know. Hahaha, especially the people in 4cs. Well, my love life's going well..I met this dude..well let's just call him 'slay' shall we? (: Well 'slay' is a really nice guy. Very funny..kinda cute..makes me laugh all the time and we just you know, we click. He's a nice turn from the rest of the guys I have been dating for the past few months. We had alot of funny moments together. Like the time he brought me to the beach. Cali! We were climbing up the rocks and well, I don't really like climbing rocks for the fear of 'rolling' off the rocks and really injuring myself scares the living shit outta me. He helped me up the rocks and I was like whimpering all the way up like a frightened puppy. 'Slay', the little mean ass he is kept laughing at me..LOL..it was all kinda cute and comedy-ish. But yeah, we had a really good time. Good memories to keep. I really really love him..like alot! Entah ah..he and I..it's different. It's a different turn from the past relationships I have been having. *sigh* I'm just praying for the best now. My relationships don't always last very long, but I'm rooting for this one. I'm really hoping that this one will last long cos I really cannot imagine me without him. Gawd I'm getting so jiwang now. Hahahaha..This is so not me. I'm usually the 'i-dont-really-give-a-shit' kinda chick, but now..I really don't know what the hell has gotten into me. I really don't. God save me from this feeling. well..this is all I gotz for u guys. til next time..ciao bello (:&&WE'RE THE PSYCHOTIC COUPLE N WE GO ROAR N *BITES*
