Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Messed up

Damn..im in a foul mood today...Eversince my mom came back, everything's been back to normal. The same ol bitchy mom's back on track. She somehow managed to accuse me of not attending my tuition classes. Apparently the stupid tuition school called her up and asked her why I didn't attend my maths class when I did!! I was on time!! I did my work!! Most importantly..I ATTENDED CLASSSS!!! I have absolutely no reason to skip class and I don't have the courage to skip it either cos I'm smart enough to know that the tuition centre will call your parents if you do not attend class.

Maybe I forgot to sign the stupid attendance file in class. They have this attendance file where every student signs their name in it to show that they have attended the class and no..the teachers are not 'kind' enough to sign it for you when you don't come for class. They'll just pass the attendance file back to the office and let the vice principal call your parents up for an excuse. So fucking annoying. My mom kept bitching about the whole 'if you don't wanna study then don't waste my time' lecture. I mean...wtf???? I DID attend the tuition class so I don't get what her fucking problem is.

She told me that she's gonna pull me to the tuition centre's office and ask my Math tuition teacher herself. And I was like fineeee...if she wants to pull me there..then not my problem..I'm not the one who's gonna be embarassed. She's gonna be the embarassed one cos I did attend classss...duhhh!!!! After than issue's done then she brought up another one!! She claimed that there was a blue skyline car following me to school and blah blah blah. I was like huh? She seriously lost me at blue skyline. I do not have any friends who go to school to look for me. And I do not have any friends who drive a blue skyline either so I didn't know what the hell she was talking about.

She warned me and asked me for that person's name. I couldn't answer her cos I don't even know what she was talking about!!! I don't even have any friends who own a blue skyline!! I kept denying that there was a blue skyline and everything, but nooo~~~ she didn't believe me. So I just kept quiet and let her talk. I was done answering her. What's the point of arguing with someone retarded? TOTAL WASTE OF TIME Seriously! Cos I know no matter how much I try to prove my innocence, I'll still be in the wrong.

She'll never believe me and admit that she's wrong until there's absolute proof and she can't say shit anymore. But eventhough if that happens, she'll still have something to say. She will never ever admit that she's wrong. Seriously..she's my mom...I know her so well~ Some times I seriously think that she's creating all this issues and lies just to get me in trouble with my dad. My dad will come screaming at me and believe everything my mom tells him (which is really stupid) and somehow, I'll fight back and the whole thing will end up with me and my dad not talking.

She loves it when that happens. I swear to god she's evil. She hates the fact that my relationship with my dad is as close as ever. There was this one time even, when one of my friends asked me what would happen if I lost my mom and how would I react..I couldn't answer cos duh I haven't lost my mom yet. Then I tried to imagine me losing my mom and I was like...oh welll...gotz to move on~

See!! That's how much I despise her~ But if my dad...losing my dad is hell to me. Not just cos of the money..cos I love my dad. At times he can be really unreasonable and all, but still, you can see that he has a good heart. Every other person who criticizes my dad can go to hell. Eventhough my dad's having an affair outside with some china slut..I don't give a shit. As long as he still has time for me and my baby brother I'm fine with it. He just has to not bring her home and that's it. If he brings that china slut into this house, he will be over in a snap!

I have alot of issues already..I don't need my mom creating more issues for me to deal with cos it's damn stressful~ I can't take it..seriously..I have enough homework from school and I just received the topics that I have to study for my 1st assessment test..Chemistry~ Some stupid retarded chick in my class chose the topics!!! SHE CHOSE THE HARDEST ONES!!! My god.. I swear..sometimes, wait scratch that...OFTENNN at times like this i just wonder..WHY THE HELL MUST THE PMB MARKER BE SO CRUEL AND PUT ME IN THE PURE SCIENCE CLASS????!!!!!!! It's torturing to be around the people there.

Well most of em.. there are only some of them whom I like. The rest can kiss my fine chinese ass!! The teachers..well most of em suck too. Especially our RK teacher..God..she sucks balls man! She's also our discipline master. I'm like ugh..stupid much! She condemns people alot and none of you can deny that cos she seriously does. She looks and acts like some psycho nun! Like the ones you see on tv? Yeap...TOTALLY THE SAME THING!!!! The resemblence is so alike that it's almost amazingly weird.

Anyways..I g2g now..tuition and need to see the boyfieee..hahaha ciao bellos

&&TE ADORO DUM DUM..TE QUEIRO..MI VIDA

~ { 12:16 AM }
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