love love love kill kill kill.all
Hey peoples!! Gawd I'm so tired now. I have to call the boyfie in abit. Today was pretty much uneventful~ I went to the boyfie's crib after school just now. He picked me up from school and he kinda taught me driving. Have been learning for like what..3 days? He kinda hates it when I wanna drive cos it scares the shit outta him. Yes..I am that bad of a driver. But hey I just started learning ok!So I am excused. Don'tchu dare say anything about it either! Haha. Anyways, been having alot of people linking me and commenting about my blog. Thanks for reading though guys! Haha..Apart from the constant drama and psychotic momma, my life's pretty much normal right? Haha..I'm hoping for a yes, but I doubt that I'm gonna get one.I've gotten back most of my assessment test papers already and I think I failed 4 of my subjects. Sucks. Gawd I hope my mom doesn't kill me and send me off to another tuition cos Azmi's finally going to Flying Colours with me. :( boo hoo~The only subject which I'm most proud of is my Geo, cos it's the only one I actually really passed. Maybe it's cos most of the things learn in Geo, I've learned already when I was in lower Sec. You know, prehistoric times~ Was it really that long ago? Haha. You know when adults say that when you're young u wish that you were older, but when you really grow into an adult, you would regret ever wishing that and wish that you were still a kid? It's kinda true.Sometimes I just wish that I could actually be a kid again. Without the responsibilities and shit. To tell you guys the truth, I'm seriously not prepared for Form 5. I can't cope with it. Too much change and responsibilities. I need time to adjust!!! The homeworks are increasing and so is the pressure given to me by alot of people! They're all cheering for me to pass with flying colours, but shit...can they atleast stop giving me the damn pressure! It's killing my mood and it's worrying me alot!I will pass O levels and I know it!! I just need to really study harder. Need to seriously learn how to balance play and study time. Even if it means channeling some of my attention given to the boyfie to my studies, I'll do it! It's gonna be worth it in the end. Observe: Good results + Parents = CAR, GOOD COLLEGE, FREEDOM AND...ETC!!!!! it's true!!!I just have to show them that I really studied hard and they'll learn to trust me more..hopefully. I can't just be cooped up at home for the rest of my life~ It aint gonna work for me that way. I'm the type who really loves to go out with friends and be out of the house for some chillax time with the besties. Besides the whole me failing my assessment thingy, everything's well and fine. Though, I kinda lost my trusty driver. He kinda has to help my dad's company deliver stuff now, so my mom gave me her driver to use for now. He's good and all, and he learns to keep alot of stuff from my mom too, but he's still under my mom's care, so if I need him to bring me anywhere, he'll have to ask my mom first. It's kinda annoying though at times, but hey...it's me...I learn to deal with it and compromise. I don't like moping around about the same ol crap for too long.The problem's there already so I just have to find a way to turn it all around into a good thing for me. I have a knack for that. Haha. Years and years of training (: Cunning me~*evil laugh*Hahaha..Anyways, I'm so damn tired...I think I'm just gonna call the boyfie and tell him that I'm really really tired and gotta go to sleep. Nights peoples!! ciao bello..I'll blog again soon..Can't really blog now..too sleepy ahahaha..love yuh readers&&My guardian angel..i love youh..forever and you can count on it
