Sunday, July 06, 2008

I'm back on this!

Hey peoples! I'm back on blogging cos now I basically have some time to kill. My life's been pretty much okay~ You know..the usual crap..mom givin me shit everyday~ Dad being ok..Well my family pretty much found out about Azmi and I. It was downright shitty cos they were all quite mental about it. It's like I don't know what the big deal is...He's malay..so? I don't get why most of the Chinese people have to look at malays in "that" way~

They're still human you know. It's just the matter of religion and racial difference. The way they act is still the same as us. It's just the language, but hey...come on peoples...we all know that some of you..wait..make that most OF US know how to speak malay! IT'S BRUNEI PEOPLES! WE ALL LEARN IT IN SCHOOL!!!!

People just need to grow up sometimes and expand their mindsets. I seriously don't see what's so crazy about me changing into a muslim. I mean..it's a nice culture! Loadsa good traditions and you know..the whole wearing decent clothes. Trust me I know...Azmi and his fam has this thing about me..or any other girls for that fact, wearing short skirts or anything above the knees. He doesn't even let me show cleavage...not even a little bit. He says that it's always better for people to see your inner beauty than your outer one. Ofcourse...not all of that is true~ But yeah most of it is.

Duh..outter beauty..without it, it'll take a damn long time and a friggin longgg search to look for husbands and all that lovey dovey stuff right? But hey...My boyfriend 'preaches' (so he calls it) alot about life to me and other people too when we're lost at some point and it usually never goes to waste.

Here's a theory of my own: Would you rather a guy fall in love witchu cos of your bust size or the size of your brain and heart? You do not have to be a smart ass to answer that one...well you'd be an idiot if you took the first choice..But neways..which would you choose? I'm soo trying hard not to judge the world here..but seriously which would you pick? I'd pick the second one anytime anyday...not cos I don't look like some superficial blonde bimbo, but cos I seriously want true love. Corny..but 100% true.

Anyways, enough of the lecture..I need to get paid for that you know. *i wish* Hancock was great yesterday! Saw loadsa cool previews like the upcoming batman movie...the mummy (the new one lah!)...hellboy 2...and..............there was something else..kinda forgot *slaps forehead* It's about these 2 adults and a kid who went into the woods or some place and "fell" into another world.

Funny preview. Must-watch! Hancock on the other hand was more to the comedy slash action flick...more to the action and touching-sappy bits than comedy though. Humorous..but not much. Well at the end of the movie..I kinda lost my handbag. I went crazy in the cinema. I was all panicky and frustrated. I looked under the seats and everything. It wasn't there..~ Then we went to westreet to check it out and thank GODDDD one of our friends found it on one of the seats. Seriously that was damn lucky already. Some prick would've took it with all my cash in it and I would end up crying..But honestly if someone did take it..and I found out he would end up in the Emergency Unit (: Can you say major butt-whoopin?

Azmi and I bumped into some of our friends at weststreet after the movie..Zakee and Haris was there so was this other dude..forgot his name...again~ *slaps forehead once again* We all sat down for abit and chatted...then we had to get going to Kiulap..I had tuition that night.

After tuition one of our friends *I AM NOT REVEALING NAMES* came and talk to us..he had some stuff on his mind he had to let out and yeah~ We talked and all. It was nice that he actually came and talk to us cos he kinda ignored us for awhile, but all is forgiven~ The day went well...except for the boyfie getting mental at gadong part...Long-story, short? His friend pissed him off with a rude remark. But once again all is forgiven (:

Anywhoosss I'm done for today. Read tomorrow..keep checking. haha I'm sure things'll get interesting for me these past few days...maybe a bit more drama but i Don't give a shit..I'm not praying for drama..I'm all about the happiness now. (: *smile* yeah we all know that that's a load of crap..but seriously..haha i don't need drama right now. I need to relax. Tomorrow's monday..gawd..school..boyfie's house..pracs...home..tuition..maybe dinner..home..phone with boyfie..sleep...hope it goes according to plan..never really happens..Doesn't hurt to hope does it?

&&You shine brighter than anyone does

I LOVE YOU MD. NORAZMI!!!! MY GUARDIAN ANGEL

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