Sunday, August 03, 2008

sunday sunday..funday! i wish~

1. Bounce Timbaland feat Dr. Dre and Missy Elliot
2. See You Again Miley Cyrus
3. Soulja Girl Soulja Boy
4. Dedebu Cinta Misha Omar
5. Close to You The Carpenters (Yeah I know..lame, old, whatever you say..but I LOVE it!)

Ok right now...my thoughts? Jumbled up... Feelings? ...ONCE AGAIN Jumbled up~

I really don't know what to blog about today. My day was pretty much boring. Azmi and I got into a bit of a tiff just now cos of the whole us showing to much 'PDA'

For those of you guys who live here, especially the malay population~ Should all know that PDA in Brunei is mostly a 'no-no' cos of the whole religion thing and all. Well Azmi...he yeah~ For those of y'all who know him well, you should know what kind of person he is right? And how amazingly stubborn and hot-tempered and rebelious and yeah~ the list could go on, but I shall stop here.

So..the security of the tuition centre (which will not be written here, for the risk of getting sued for defamation which is soooo common nowadays)..well he called me just now and asked me about the whole PDA thing and said that one of the parents complained about it when they sent their children there.

I mean...is he stupid or something?! We were down there and it wasn't kissing, it was a peck. Is that wrong? Well I guess yeah to them, but sorry not to me. But being the understanding person that I am, I have decided to just let them be and go by the rules of it all. I'm trying to put myself in their shoes, but I mean...the kids...they have the right to either follow or not, but heck, if they want me to live by their rules, so be it. I'll be outta that hell-hole by October anyways. But I would really appreciate it if Azmi would just go by it. It's just one damn rule and he can't even follow that?

I don't know why he always has to break the rules and be the rebel. I mean yeah, I'm glad he's stopped the drinking and the drugs, but god, sometimes I just wish he would stop breaking the rules. He doesn't get it sometimes that I'm not him, but I'm just..me. I can't brush through everything my way and act like the whole world bows down to my feet.

Nowadays, rules matter alot and without em, you just can't really go about things in your life. Yeah yeah, you guys must be saying now...'Just TALK to him and he'll understand. If you love him, you'll get through to him somehow.' HAH! tried that already! and guess what! it didn't work.

Don't worry though peoples, I am not giving up on him just yet. I love him with all my heart...maybe just a bit fed up with his rebellious attitude, but I'm never giving up on him.

Stupid? Maybe Lovestruck? DEFINITELY

Oh there's something I've been meaning to blog about! Have you ever heard a baby (noooo..not your 3 year old brother), like newborn or 1 to 2 years old kid, laugh?

Trust me it's the best SOUND YOU CAN EVER HEARRRRR!!!

Haha...seriously! It's like I just realised it just now while walking past this family at Hua Ho. I was in a foul mood cos of the whole tuition, PDA shit, but when I heard that baby laugh. God...I wanted to laugh too and I've realised that..that actually happens to me everytime. I asked Azmi why and he told me this. 'Cos a baby's laughter, is pure happiness as it hasn't been exposed to the imperfections of the world. A baby is pure and innocent'

I agree on that statement actually and for you, well you have the choice to either believe it or not (:

God that line was cheesy beyond belief. *sigh* Now I'm outta words. Lol. So yeah, I'll blog tonight again if anything interesting happens. And I bet the infamous Mrs Arul's gonna be nagging on my ass tomorrow cos of me skipping duty on Saturday~ Haha..wish me luck.

&&ciao bello..tomorrow's a new day.

>&&by ur side is where i'll be...

I LOVE YOU MD. NORAZMI...always will (: <3